Thursday, September 02, 2004,3:51 PM 1/2 filled with thoughts...
today is thurs as can be seen from the date above if u are not blind. :) i just feel so crappy today. why? haha...
today ended sch at 210.. so early.. was kinda tired mid-way in sch but then i m a good student so i listened to all lectures n tutorials attentively. =) anyway.. tt's NOT the point. today gp had us watching a video on migration of africans.. for one whole period which is like 50mins.. then as usual.. the panai went to SLACK.. so the class was left alone watching the show.. most of them were watching very engrossed in it.. but venetia, janices were fooling arnd.. n.. haha.. paisei ar.. me n juan juan got so tired we slept for about 40mins? till the end of the show.. in the end.. panai go SLACK until she song4 so we were dismissed 30mins earlier! haha.. best gp lesson i ever had so far. ccan slp. heex.. btw the pon-er Joyce PONED again! lolx.. haha.. nv tell me also.. must tell me beforehand k... heex..
ok.. then after tt.. its the end of the sch. so i headed back to my dad's office. xing xue lai chao so decided to come here. so i m now sitting in front of my dad's com as usual n blogging.. n talking on msn with my bro.. its funny tt we talk on msn.. started since the time he went overseas n the whole family only i know how to use msn so we started chatting over msn so i cna update my family on his well-being. now we see each other also got ttalk abit online.. but is abit.. teeny weeny bit. see him everyday.. wat's there to chat online still?! haha.. gohome still must see him.. diao~ heex...anyway.. he's NOT the point too. haha..
ok.. so i wanted to eat mee sua or wonton mee.. as usual.. i take like half an hour pondering on wat to eat.. haha// finally decided on mee sua.. BUT. CLOSED. sianed diao.. so i ended up eating wonton mee n latte-ing.. haha.. drink tea i mean.. coffeeshop milk tea are not bad.. used to drink them everytime i m studying in my dad's shop last time.. now no study here le.. dunno why no mood. haha.. so i m blogging u see? but i think i may study later.. do maths.. since i have got the tea i want n the light above my head in the room with the com is HORRIBLE. keep flashing.. gonna blow.. if sit too long here... eyesight wil spoil. i wana maintian my PERFECT eyesight. u guys NO NEED ENVIOUS k.. u guys are ALL jing shi le.. no hope. lolx.. jk. DUN COME FOR MY LIFE. told u i m crappy today. :D
ok.. then everytime i come here.. i m reminded of the past. my dad's office. been here since P1... all the way till sec3 or 4.. grow up here.. seen the area filled with customers walking about till now nobody.. not even a fly. kinda sad isnt it? its like a dead town as everybody says. hmm... then saw lifong's xiao gu.. said hi to her.. chatted for 5mins.. she say i slimmed down alot must take care. i know. haha.. haiz.. always filled with thoughts when i come here now. those days when everything was fine.. everybody was here.. n everything was so simple. now, pple moved, the street is dead, my aunt came here cus her husband died last yr... see all the differences thru'out the yrs.. feel kinda sad... but then.. certain things still remain the same.. when i see the same faces.. the pri sch still there.. seems like everything is the same.. though its not. so everytime i come, i m filled with thoughts. but guess i m used to it le.. the feelings aint tt strong anymore.. so i m now.. 1/2 filled with thoughts,. haha.. do u guys understand how i feel? unless u gone thru wat i have here.. have all the memories i have here.. n establish all the good relationships i have with all the old shopkeepers here.. u wun feel how i feel. but then.. i m an optimistic person.. so i look on the bright side.. so i m still glad that everything's still the same though everything's not the same.
is this entry long? haha.. despite all the thoughts, i still like coming here. i like the nostalgic feelings i get here.. n i like to see tt everything remains the same n tt everybody is still healthy n well. ok.. end of blogg... be back next time! anyway.. tml i end sch at 120. ENVIOUS VICTORIANS???!!! haha... TJC RULEZ... MS NG rulex.. SO MUCH better than the mr leslie dunno wat.. my ex-bio tutor in VJC. lizi.. remember him not? leslie something one.. the tutor who teaches my class.. n then like to act strict during lectures.. n look very tu3 one.. haha.. i remember le! MR> LESLIE TOH. haha... nv wana see him again. MOST boring bio tutor i ever see.. ms ng is the best. end blog.
