Saturday, October 30, 2004,9:37 PM IMPT Entry
heihei... why impt? mainly TWO reasons- its HOLS!!! and its my LAST PW meeting today!!!
alrite.. its FINALLY hols... damn happy.. after all the hard work this yr, its time for a break..not wanting to think of the hw YET. haha... alrite... some pple got retain.. its kinda sad la... but what can we do? hope everyone's happy... its hols now..must be POSITIVE.
ok..today went for the LAST PW meeting at chl house. met at 9am and we thought that it will last for only 2hours till 11am. ha.. well..read on..alrite... we basically resorted the Group Project FIle and then created minutes... then edited here and there. After everything was done for the GPF, we went on to paginate every single page.. its a TEDIOUS process.
1)Janice paginated and being distracted...she skipped 20pages! it was
like 58,59,30,31,32... all the way till 204! ha..then i check and realised
that all WRONG! so i liquid and repaginate.
2)me did the pagination... thought everything was fine.. then..janice
checked. realised i skipped 2pages.. lolx.. then we liquid AGAIN and
rewrite.. but mine not as bad k.. only liquid the last digit.
3)lili then repaginate cus its just SO TIRING to do so.. then we tot she so
meticulous..confirm ok one rite? HA. WRONG. we forgot something
and in the end... liquid AGAIN
4)chl paginate now. ha.. FINALLY everything was in place.
ha..can u believe this?! we took one and a half hour or so to paginate!!! and the most exaggerating part is that we actually did it FOUR times!!! OMG. ok.. its TEDIOUS job k... dun luff..when u do it, u will realise how tiring it is. if u make the SAME mistakes..i'll luff even harder.
alrite... this last meeting quite good la.. ha.. its the FIRST time me n janice were not pissed with chl.. and everybody worked happily together... laughing as we do so.. had so much food there la... chl maid very good..know how to cook so much. first offer us green tea sweets and biscuits.. then cooked lunch for us.. then made grassjelly drink and choc cake for us. scared all of us man! made so many food!!! haha... we were all so full.
::PW ended at 530pm::
Thursday, October 28, 2004,9:24 PM
saw my previous entry... does distance really matter now that steph did call n prove that it may not matter after all..as long as u hearts are linked. BUT.. i still think it matters. alrite.. so long nv blog alos..lazy la..cant blame. anyway.. i m not in internship..HENG.. lolx... i m jsut so lazy to work. haha.. today stayed back for a singing performance by alpha house. guest performers were venetia and charles. venetia was good i think... charles.. not bad. maybe too many pple think he's good..keep saying then expectations very high..so abit perform below expectations.. BUT..he's not bad la... after all..how many singing talents can u find in my sch? ha..maybe there are some hidden talents.
alrite... last day of sch..thinking whether i shld go or not.. haha
wat else can i say? nth much la..
the end
Thursday, October 21, 2004,10:54 PM
well..well...well.. by demand.. hhaa..actually is only joyce demand..i shall blog. recently saw this tv programme-get real! diana ser was interviewing pple and psychologist on the blogging trend.. realised that bloggin can actually be helpful or harmful...depending on how u handle it. guys out there blogging, beware k.. dun get over-addicted to it and then sink into self-pity like wat a 17-yr old boy did while blogging. blog is fun, but do exercise some caution. hmm... promos results are out.. i m promoted.. thinking whether to drop one subject. i m currently eligible for four subjects... but i dun consider s papers... cus the burden is too much for me i think-i wana enjoy life more..and save myself the additional torture. scholarships arent anything to me.. i m sure my parents wld rather im mentally healthy than to stress myself out just for a stupid scholarship. so uni criteria looks only at three subj, ur additional 4th subj is actually RUBBISH. ha..fei. some continue taking four subj is for prestige, some for security.. others i dunno. for me, i m thinking whether to drop. i mean, wat's the point of clinging onto four subjs when it only adds on to ur burden. when u dun intend to take s papers which require u to have four subj, when uni only needs three? haha.can someone give me some reason to keep my four subj? i have enuff reasons to drop. but i feel abit ke xi... and its kinda tough to make a decision to drop wat subj exactly. i wld most likely drop econs..but i kinda like it... so i dunno. give me some ideas please. =) hmm..went to watch the new movie by andy lau and sammi cheng-yesterday once more(long feng dou). its a show thats kinda interesting, has a very creative script. erm.... also, it plays on the emotions part a little..those dan4 dan4 one... those kinda emotions that doesnt make an impact but... enuff to set u thinking. the ending's kinda sad.. go watch the show if u're free k? buy vcd or movie, watever. today had internship interview for finance sector. haha.. i was the most relaxed among the other four la..which included liqian..ya.u're rite. LI QIAN. glenda her fren and another girl called janice. ya..JANICE again. they all like kinda nervous.. but i was kinda relaxed..cus i din really wana be chosen. haha.. the internship will last for at most 6months and may be without pay. its not the pay part that's stoping me... but just dun feel like sacrificing my holidays. haha.. ok..then when i was on the bus home.. i saw a familiar face on the bus.. albert. ya rite..ALBERT. what a day.. saw so many pple lizi and mar dun like... haha.. shant talk too much on the two guys k..since mar dun like. will only ruin their interest in reading my blog.
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Monday, October 18, 2004,10:46 PM distance matters. so does time.
hmm.. just got back my results... erm..wat can i say? not bad.. happy with it.. can promote. joyce n liwei also can..but juan is ABIT worrying.. but we all hope lady luck shines upon her. yq i think maybe can promote too.. haha... promos are really scary..look at the way it affects pple's mood so easily.. gives them excitement, happiness and of cus, disappointment if u are hoping for good results. well... exams are good or bad? ha.. its up to each to decide.. but i m not interested in talking about results, just concerned about my frens results. hope everybody can promote... janices, vene, yq, juan, char and whoever connected with me. GOOD LUCK! =)
alrite... u know wat? this yr like alot of things happening. suddenly we are coming to an end..the end of the year. one year of jc! arent u guys glad that u managed to withstand the pressure and stress in JC for one year? but more's to come next yr.,..dun be complacent. haha.. hmmm.... and in case pple are like sad and angry with pw, think of this: u have COMPLETED ur project...u are left with ONLY ur oral presentation. U started from SCRATCH and look at ur project now and see how much u have accomplished..with all the research and stuff... u've done alot over the one yr unknowingly... left with ONLY ABIT. JIAYOU! =)
hmm..its funny what distance and time can do. as i look back, i realise that time and distance does affect a relationship. the distance need not be across the sea.. it cld be just here, in SG. so close yet so far. i look at my frens, there are some who just simply drift away... even though u guys keep in contact, but the bond's gone already... it's because of time or distance? wat can i say? alritey... i must say we get affected when we realise that we cant help our frens in times of sadness..its sad that ur frens cant be there when u need them, its sad that u cant be there when they are down and its sad to look at a friendship evolve in a less positive sense. hmm..wat else can i say? cherish the friendship right in front of u now.
my frens overseas, do keep in contact with us k... remember that we are always here for u all. btw.. pls give me ur hp number so that i can update. u guys change numbers so ever often that i have totaly no idea which is valid and which isnt.
Thursday, October 14, 2004,11:23 PM a fulfilling day.
haha.. today.. me n joyce went to sch. yesterday poned. tml gonna pon again. she ar.. bad influence.. lolx..JUST KIDDING.
ok.. today we went to learn magic.. MAGIC MAGIC MAGIC... believe in it? haha.. its all up to u.. when i master the skill... i perform magic give u all see n let me try to impress u guys. ha.. the bad thing is that now my memory kinda sux..so i cant remember what he taught!!! lolx.. haha.. OMG. i seriously need a remedy for my bad memory.
ok.. after sch.. me n joyce got a sudden thought, decided to go to the MANDAI ZOO. yea.. u DIN see wrongly.. its MANDAI ZOO! haha... char first reaction was like: siao ar?! where u going again?! ha.. relac... i m just going to mandai zoo which is DAMN FAR with joyce. =) ok.. so here's the story. we left sch at 1pm.. went to bedok bk and eat.. n then went parkway to buy memory card so joyce can take photo BUT.. in the end cam no batt. wat's the use of the memory card then? haha.. anwyay... we went parkway for like ten mins.. then proceeded to mandai zoo.. n guess wat.. we reached at 5pm only to find out it closes at 630PM! OMG. we were like.. HOW?!?!?!?! haha.. but obviously we went to see the animals at the zoo la. haha.. the trip took 4hrs! so long.. haha.. but its worth it.. got to see squirrels... WHITE TIGER... penguins.. its kinda fun at the zoo know? u guys shld go.. ahha.. student price.. $7 only.. cheap cheap. actually wanted to go night safari.. cus the zoo one so short.. one hour half only.. too little time..who knows in the end joyce cam no batt!!!! NOT BATT!!! so we decided to give safari a miss. haha.. but.. we took pics! next time show u all.. whoever come online n chat with me will get to see pics! too bad for pple who are too busy for me. haha...
ok..then we went to tampines to eat.. ha.. wha.. took bus 22 n ended up at tm only at like.. 8pm?! we ate n then it was 930 le.. then we both went home. joyce good la.. got dad to send.. poor me gotta go home all alone.. walk that lonely road... sobz. hhhaha... i hate living in sengkang.. retain my flat.. but move me to a new area... i will be more glad than ever... wha.. damn tired..
Tuesday, October 12, 2004,9:21 PM i kinda feel like... i DUNNO
well.. after publishing an entry about 5min ago.. i m back again for another entry. i feel like blogging yet m lazy to do so. wat shld i say? wana say something sad... n depressing.. but i cant think of something saddening to talk about..
hmm.. i m seriously lacking slp now. look exactly like a zombie juan say... n lizi say i m forever in this zombied look. today went juan house.. really big. first time. must mention. its really big. u know wat? when i feel hyper i listen to perfect ten n when i feel soemthing else.. i listen to chi songs. now.. i m listening to 93.3 for some sad sogns... n semtimental songs./.. ha.. why? pple tend to listen to sad songs when they are depressed.. y? i supoose they just wana know that pple are there feeling equally blue n they can relate to the song too. now.. there's no song i can relate to. no signle song i can connect with. maybe i can go try out jj album.. see if it helps.
tell me wat is ther to do? u go out.. watch movie.. eat.. shopping.. wt else? well.. u can go cycling roller blading swimming but these seldom interest me.. why? i guess u just have to wait till i m in the right mad mood to ask me to paly such stuff where i have to risk being embarrassed in public n falling down... just wait patiently for me to get ready k.. n crap.. they are palying a song from wang fu band.. the band i hate most now. dunno wat the hell they are doing there in the entertainment biz trying to sings songs that appeal to adults when its obviously like a children song.
i hate myself
right now.. i hate myself. hate myself for being lazy.. for being ULTRA ULTIMATE INDECISIVE...
i shld be going play tennis tml but lazy to go joyce house. i shld pon sch tml.. but i m swaying in my decision ONCE again. realluy hate it.
Friday, October 08, 2004,9:46 PM easy walk... jumping jack..
easy walk, jumping jack... easy walk, jumping jack.. ha.. tell u the story in a while.
i m BACK n SURVIVING well.. ha.. today had the worse paper of all-ECONS. wha lau eh.. sian.. haha... spend all my effort writing.. hand so suan!!! haha... crap.. 3hr15mins paper.... case study drq, mcq, essays.. what else???!!! haha... spend so long writing about econs n stuff... anyway.. everybody's just GLAD that its over. OVER! ha.. i think econs is the most srtressing subject for exam... ha...
ok.. so after sch... it was time to relax.. afterall, econs is over n left with only chem! ha.. so me n joyce went to Bugis to eat... n then wanted to watch white chicks but no screenings there. so we checked n thus decided to go PS n watch... but got time so we walked around. so here comes, easy walk..jumping jack... haha... no la.. actually is about this performance or rather promotion for kickboxing.. not exactly funny la.. but me n joyce made it funny.. hope our pe elective which is also kickboxing will not be EASY WALK, JUMPING JACK. hey guys... if u wana slim down n are TOO lazy... try EASY WALK..JUMPING JACK. LOLX..
hmm.. so we proceded to PS n watch the show.. BUT left front seats. SIAN.. so we proceded to tm to watch.. haha.. spent like practically the whole day finding a cinema to watch the show. anyway.. it is funny la... if u wana relac.. watch it. i give it max 4 at least 3 =) after that we went to eat dinner since we both are hungyr... ok.. then it was 7 i think? or 7+ so we went home... joyce as USUAL... was a kind soul... sent me to my busstop n acc me wait bus. so kind rite... on the pretext of wanting to compete with me on who reaches home first. then u know wt.. we saw this ball of rubbish on the floor.. as in crushed paper that is rolled into a ball. so joyce accidentally kicked it n then.. we abit lame la.. ha.. conitnued kicking it all the way till the busstop.. about 5oom! ha.. ok.. we are childish n lame. but life needs tis kinda dumb things to spice things up sometimes rite? Besides, promos gonna be over so no need to be so serious k.... heex...
ok.. Singapore Idol is shocking. what happen actually? JERRY ONg is STILL in there. he seriously dun have wat it takes n DUN deserve to be in the final 8. hmm.. wonder how long this stupid thing will last. he seriously shld get out la... haizx..but he wun make it to thetop n emerge the winner anyway.. so no need so angry. think slyvester will win.. has the wildness attitude and the voice to win, n also the popularity. only abit too ah beng. ha...
hmm.. so long nv blog le... actually i thought of things to blog.. but i kinda lazy to type ar.. hmm... went to see steph, mar n chars blog.. complete blur sia.. ha.. cant catch up. dun worry mar.. i WILL reply ur letter soon..
let me end with something philosophical. life is full of obstacles..whether u are happy or not.. u have to live with it. the day goes on n the next day is a new day. since being happy or unhappy doesn change anything.. isnt it better to stay happy? sounds cliche but.. its 100% true n i strongly believe in it. a new prospective gained by me early this year. Start the day with a smile.. if u are tired.. look at the mirror n smile to urself n tell urself.. its whole new day.. look forward to it! if u are sad... look in the mirror n tell urself.. the sadness will go away tml, the day after tml.. give it some time.. it will... instead of lamenting.. smile to urself so that things aint that bad... sinking into greater depression doesnt help so its better to remain happy. hence... think POSITIVE. happiness is the ability to appreciate things around u... when u start to appreciate pple n things around u n even nature.. u have gotten the key to happiness.
Often.. happiness is depended on a person's willingness to be happy. Tell urself to be happy.. n u will be happier =)
Saturday, October 02, 2004,7:40 PM i m gonna try to blog long
i m supposed to pia finish my bio today... but then i feel like blogging a long long one.. though i m not sure i have all the stuff to make my entry long. ahaha..
just "finished" chatting with steph on msn.. a very short one.. saw her new crushes again. keep changing crush this girl. find one STEADY one! btw.. know why finsih is in inverted commas---> she disappeared all of a sudden. went offline without informing me at all. WHAT HAPPEN?! u owe me an explanation steph. ha.
just had my dinner.. ate for dunno how long.. less than fifteen mins? ha.. ate instant noodles again. suddenly realise it aint that nice anymore... dunno of this thought is temporary.. but if i really feel that instant noodles is not nice anymore, guess lizi will be glad. ha.. keep saying i m unhealthy. i m half full n yet full, the soup of the noodles is kinda salty, i dunno y. but there's prawn in it though. haha. ate two n left half the bowl of noodles n the remaining 2 prawns for my mom.
hmmm... promos ending. i m thinking on the bright side. everybody learn from me k. its ending. its coming to an end! haha.. s-o-o-n soon SOON...
see steph n mar blog, so many interesting things happening. seems like their life is so fun over there. mar is doin so much better academically over there than over here so i guess its the correct choice for her. haiz... though life here is fun too.. but i really wana have a new life... a new kinda studying environment. too bad i cant go there. sian. no money to fly there even. hahha.. hmm... life in SG is just a routine. i need something new to spice up my life! ha.. im just crapping. hope i will get the money to go overseas for holiday again next yr or best, the end of this yr. ha...
hmm.. i dunno wat else to blog! realise that i seldom blog about juan juan.. haha.. but there's nth much to blog about either. seldom blog about liwei also.. sometimes only.. cus she's too busy stressing herself. now seldom blog about joyce also cus i haven done anything much with her yet. so wat have i been blogging?! ha.. i m crapping. i shall end here
how wld u feel if u struggled hard for something.. struggled hard to make the mark n yet before u can make it.. u are forfeited from doing it? guess u just feel sad n have all kinda complicated feeligns.
Friday, October 01, 2004,5:17 PM here to hao lian..muahaha
haha..as the title suggests, i m here to hao lian. i got a G-O-L-D GOLD for napfa!!! MUAHAHAHA.... i m fit! lolx... ok. i m just here to hao lian. =P
wana watch winbledon on 11oct with lizi n char. poor mar n steph not here with us. lolx... haha... wana watch shark tale with joyce. wana watch bridget jone's diary second part.. haha.. so many movies!
wana play tennis.. wana sweat it out.. =)
wana go hang around n bum around with char n lizi! wha hahah... u guys end promos so much earlier than us! NOT fair. sian. promo end on 11 n i gotta do pw oral presentation on 12?! crap ah tong.
