Tuesday, May 31, 2005,12:15 AM good mood
i m in a good mood today. yea. =)
Friday, May 27, 2005,9:31 PM :|
today went bedok play tennis with lz at 11am till 12 noon. wha..the sun was scorching and we were almost roasted. we cldnt survive beyond one hour playing tennis under that kinda sun.
its unbelievable..i stayed at lz house and eat lunch..mac's fries and ice milo. then we just sat there and watch tv. first it was jap drama then it was tennis french open. ha.. about 4 or 5hours of tv and not moving away? pro.
tired.
Thursday, May 26, 2005,11:05 PM
the previous entry is receiving too much response that i dun wnt.. so i have taken it off. =)
anyway..i m ok.
today went to watch our sch badz aginst RJC..finals. we lost for both guys and girls.. sigh. it was such a close match! 3-2.. haiz.. but rjc was good.. cant deny it.. but our sch put up a great fight too..so.. yea. GO MAN!! WHOO!!! haha.
its funny how difficult it is for me to open up. i just aint this kinda person. if u know me well enuff, even if u dunno me.. u will know that i nv or rather..hardly.. 1% at most.. have heart to heart talks. anyway,... certain things are unspoken because i dun wana talk about it. its not a matter of trust. Tuesday, May 24, 2005,11:23 PM things dun happen the way u want them to
since nobody updates blog anymore, i shall. but a short one... nobody has the mood to blog anymore yea? maybe we are all too tired temporarily.
lz bdae.. here's the route. jack's place then shopping at suntec( unfutile trip, is there something wrong with the spelling or wat about unfutile? or isit infutile? i think its unfutile) anyways, then we went bishan secret recipe drink coffee eat cake then watched kingdom of heaven at 1030 all the way till about 1am then we went to xueling house to stay. haha...i am gonna use xueling from now. anyway.. we wanted to buy alcohol but cant buy from convenience store after 12am so.. yea. in the end went her house slack and sstuff... fell aslp at 6 plus am. tts' about it. next day woke up at 12pm and then rotted at her house till 430 and then i took a cab home. it seems to become a habit for me to take cab home from her house everytime i go there.
the amount of effort u put in doesnt equate the amount u will receive. sometimes, it all depends. Friday, May 20, 2005,10:56 PM basketball FIRST!!! whoo hoo!
today.. school ended at usual time. then.. the whole school went down to toa payoh stadium to support our school at boy basketball finals. stupid sc... din organise the thing properly..in the end everyone rushing to get onto the bus.. then alot of jam and stuff. game start liao half the school still left in school compound la! wha lau.. dumb. in the end wei and i still have to take cab. stupid. if we din take cab and took the free bus ride.. we wld have missed the entire first half of the match! anyway.. we went there to cheer... haha. almost lost our voice.. lols. OUR SCHOOL WON HCJC!! WHOO HOO!!! haha. PRO. our school also had the mvp player for guys.
had dinner with char later at 7pm all the way till 840. took 88 all the way till sengkang.. entire one hour. yawn. passed by bishan..my aunt's house.. and i miss my uncle!!! sobz. seriously miss him ALOT la. sigh.
wat else? erm..nothing much? tired le.. be back. Tuesday, May 17, 2005,10:28 PM i am tired.
just watched zhong yi da ge da. A tribute to ni min ran.
the lost of a good friend is painful.
the lost of a kin is painful.
which is more painful? wat a dumb qns.
guys... we need to treasure our frends k.. we dun wana regret after things happen. first thing to do... stop scolding ur frend: qu si la!!! (go and die la!)
adious!
i am tired to blog so i m here to blog rubbish.
Saturday, May 14, 2005,1:55 PM wat happen? ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
blogged yesterday and realised today tt almost everybody came online to tag. so.. where's steph again? ha. i still wana hear that confession. wonder wat it is. but think its regarding her chinese or something.
at home.. nothing to do. no mood to do hw so came online. hoping to see mar and starfish online. but..as usual..i dunno why, there aren't online. why? been busy everyone? or isit too early or too later there? right now..i think its 11pm on a friday? maybe everyone going havoc today.. ha. so i m chatting online with joycie..and its quite boring.. cus i wana talk to more than one person at one time. keep myself busy. jj cd is nice.
wat shld i talk about? hmm...
monday got mass pe. only i alone running..the rest either excused or mc or different grp. anyway....its boring to run long distance alone. somemore, there are two periods of my favourite ho lesson.. so i seriously feel like pon-ing. so..i think i may pon. i thinking of getting mc but i seem fit lei.. wonder letter still can accept anot. shld be can rite.. hmm.... sian.
did i mention that i think i m a terrible quitter? haiz. sux to feel like that. why am i a quitter? cus... from experience i conclude so. of cus.. not in the sense of politics where SM goh said wld singaporeans be stayer or quitter. its in the sense of meeting difficulties. escapism :
feel like playing tennis but lazy to make my wway down to lz house. if only she stays near me? haa. stupid idea. thing is my racket is with lz so i have to go down to her house there to play. next time, after stringing my racket.. think i will bring back prince.. yea..next wed gonna play doubles with michael lz and another student of his. so its four.. two hours..think its gonan be fun. but think i will go hnf awhile first. provided glen go la.. but she say got chinese prelim listening so i dunno. but we very long nv go hnf le lei..
nothing to blog. so shall talk about yesterday.
went out with char.. to bugis again. then we sat down after walking at the bubble tea house. she ate fried rice and we drank bubble milk tea. and then, we started arguing about the fact that i went there only a few times. she say,,, cant be eat. i always come here and eat fried rice last time one, how can it be that we nv come here often? CANT BE. then i say..lz dun like bubble tea wat.. then she say CANT BE. so..lz.. CLARIFY PLS.
then we tot of where everybody went for bdae treats. ha... started recollecting from sec three to j2. then there were many missing puzzles and char is determined to find out where each and everyone treated in wat yr. then... here are the restaurants we went, be it treats or not. v8. crystal jade. sanur. swensens. renn thai. fish and co. jumbo. haagen dazz. olio. xing gang jap food. esplanade jap food. tcc. lips cafe @ cine. pasta cafe. tony romas. nydc. coffee club express. secret recipe. where else did we go? everybody pls help to complete the list. then char wun pester me to help complete the list. as u know, my memory sux so it will be a headache to think.
alamak! nothing to say le! haiz. ok. i going to find something to do.
Friday, May 13, 2005,11:00 PM may 11
may 11 is a weird day. as promised, i have come to relate the weird events that took place.
firstly.. if u read my previous entry, u wld know that i woke up one hour earlier??? yea.. tts no. 1 weird.
secondly..while at lavender mrt station, i saw this mad woman talking and luffing to herself. she's so young... only about 40 i think.. and dun look mad. but..she's mad. felt sad for her. No. 2 weird.
thirdly, i was playing tennis. then i bent my nails suddenly while rubbing my palm against the side of my pants. :\ then my thumb nails bent. and then..theres a bruise tts still in my thumb rite now. No. 3 weird.
forthly, i took 222 back to interchange. the stupid bus had to break down one stop before the interchange. idiot. then i had to change bus to take to interchange which is one stop away. diao. no. 4 weird.
fiftly, haha.. there's no forthly and fifthly. lame. anyway,, then i realised my tennis shoes the sole spoil! argh... no. 5 weird thing
okok.. maybe not weird. think its unlucky. but then..i dun like to say i unlucky..so i sahll say tis a weird day. weird rite?! so many funny events.
Wednesday, May 11, 2005,6:37 AM blur...
haha..everybody! i m blogging at this hour of the day!!! omg. know why? here's my blur story.
my hp alarm rang at 620 and i woke up..prepare..was spending time tying my hair so i can go to sch.. then i woke my bro up. then he washed up then he came into my room and say: why u ask me up so early? i say..then i say.. go sch la.. then he say..u know wat time now anot? he showed me his hp time and it was 545. i look at mine and it wass 645. then i say..mine 645 lei.. then he say: u check the hall clock. i went to check. oh gosh.. it was 545 only!!! ALAMAK!!!!!!!!! I WOKE UP ONE OUR EARLIER?!?! crap. haha. and i slept at 2am ? so i slept for like 3hr20min only. haha. so i m blogging here. gonna go sch le.. =) its finally gonna be 645. -_-"
Monday, May 09, 2005,10:26 PM something's wrong
today joycie( used so that she wun find her name) cried in sch. everybody except liwei noticed. juan asked her wat happened and she said its abit of everything..which includes badminton and studies(we deduce) and we dunno wat else. i asked her watssup she say could be pms. but i know its not cus its too extreme. but since she doesnt want to say.. then dun probe rite? hope she's alrite.
yea...econs test postponed to next week! alot of relieve from stress. haha. econs test on international trade and protectionism is really hell lot to study..wonder how i m going to remember.
today my "favourite" teacher did something wthatwas DIAO. while she was talking outside with a classmate and we were doing our work intently in classroom, a bunch of noisy pple walked past. we are in air-con room.. then she opened the door big and said: LOOK! dun u see pple DOING work?!?! can u all keep quiet?!?! pple need to do work! pls la.. horri ho... u wana scold then scold la.. no need prove by opening door la. DIAO.
nothing much to update. cya! =)
Saturday, May 07, 2005,11:02 PM blog day
second blog of the day. ha. i have so much time on a saturday. great.
just finished reading p.o.t book 10. nice. gonna buy book 11. anyway, bugis got sell p.o.t already. so i dun have to wait till i go taka to buy.
just finished watching kang xi lai le. nice show. got jj and pin guan and fish leong. then they were talking about how strict SG law is. how unbelievable the caning punishment in SG is. how impossible it is to ban chewing gum. then i realised, singaporeans are all so used to the laws and we all dun object and dun say anything. in the end, we become so used to this strict environment that everybody doesnt think such punishments are too strict. but when u see other pple's reaction upon hearing the punishments, u start to think. isit really too strict the laws?
oh ya.. do u know? m'sia got this rule where u cant even hold hands in parks! haha. so strict. no.. its because the areas are governed by some religious leaders so they have religious principles. thus u cannot pda in front of everyone, including holding hands. steph must be shouting now. HOW CAN?! haha. there's more. they dun off the cinema's lights off entirely when showing a movie. so the theatre is not in complete darkness. and then they will adjust the brightness of the movie and not the brightness of the cinema! haha. and... this is the most most ridiculous part i think. the guys and girls have to sit at separate columns in those cinemas! omg.
-unbelievable-
shld be just finsihed playing tennis now. if i went. too bad i pang seh. watching an old show by andy lau right now. called lie huo zhan ce. its about andy lau being a motorist who speeds and is always the top. then when he was competing underground, he went over cans and then overturned and he ended up on bed. when he finally got up, he was still persistent on competing with his rival. angered his gf. in the end though, he realised and then he gave up speeding for his gf. nice and sweet story. his best frend died in the show. the show was a tribute to those pple who passed away in the macau motorist competition. old shows are nice wat. dunno why char dun like. sentimental oldies are nice wat..like eysterday once more and others, char always say i too old le. but its nice wat. mar will fully agree on this with me. rite?! yea.
just now almost did ballet dancing. lols. was stepping into the toilet. stepped onto a cloth and almost fell down.. ended up squating down. then i tried to stand up and then, i slipped again. almost did a split. literally did a split. almsot though. ha..my reaction was so fast u see.. i managed to save myself the split. then i stood up successfully. ha.. yea..ballet dancing. =)
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lz pang seh me for tennis for dunno wat. but its ok. just now i pang seh-ed my sis for tennis too. so its alrite. they left home earlier then me.. then while i was doing my hw.. on a sat and on an afternoon which is so so so rare... i din have the mood to go all the way down for tennis anymore. so i pangseh them.
just now glen called me to ask me out. she had an awkward situation and she wanted me to be her saviour. but then, i had a tennis date wat..so i rejected ehr. plus i m thoroughly broke. so i rejected her i felt bad. i shall ask her out next time. i swear.
did something to anger char today morning at 0030am? i seriously din suggest him to do so. it was a joking statement to say.. u go ask him la. and it was he who said that he want to go sound out. its seriously i din have any idea in mind to ask him go sound out k. cant help it if u are angry if u dun believe me.
lz..ur bdae coming up. excited? ha. we had everything planned. i ahve to start to SCRIMP AND SAVE le. sian. luckily next week hell lostsa test.. can keep me from going out. heng. its a blessing in disguise to have test? ha. WEIRD. anyway.. i bought pot book 10. lz u want.. next wed give u if got lessons.
bye=)
Friday, May 06, 2005,11:27 PM finally blogging. haha
whoo hoo! RELIEVE that the week is OVER. thank goodness! =)
received the gift le! haha.. thanks stephroddick! haha. nice.. but so un-me. but.. dun care. i shall use it.
erm.. has been a busy week. busy catching up with tutorials though no tests this week. hmm..still haven really catched up yet. teachers going thru too quickly. argh.. damn tired this week. got bitten by something on my left shoulder! five altogether!!! OMG. its in a curve .. close together. which idiot bite me. DUN LET ME SEE IT man.
today pon-ed leo. went to eat lunch with lz from 1 to 340. sorry u were late. ha. then met char at 340 and then she eat. then we went to bugis. ha. diao rite. saw hamster teacher AGAIn. he smiled at me though i seriously dunno him AT ALL. he only know me cus i m wearing sch uniform. then we hanged out at bugis till wat time? eh.. 7? 8? then we take bus 133 slowly CHUK CHUK CHUK to ang mo kio. then we got hungry and alighted and eat ba cuo mee at 10 plus pm? haha. still in our uniform, weird la. anyway.. i reached home at 11pm.
stupid.. i got so much less leo hours than glen! CRAP. haha. but all got reasons one. most impt is.. i got less than the guys! ha.. how come they more than me?! dun make sense. argh..DUN CARE LE LA~! shitty pie.
nites
Monday, May 02, 2005,12:26 AM life's just so fragile
heard about the death of taiwan actor ni min ran. hanged himself as a result of depression. went missing for about two weeks and was found only yesterday. when he was found, he was in a state that was difficult to recognise. they only recognised him thru his identity card or driving license. just last yr i think, i saw him in the interview on kxll. he was so lively and he was looking forward to being 60yrs old. in the end, he ended his life at the age of 59.
its just sad how fragile life can be. well, pple say that his death is a big thing only because he is an artist. but, it still proves the point that life is fragile indeed.
Depression isnt a thing to be dismissed. It isnt a thing to be belittled. luckily we noticed her depression. if we din bring her to psychiatrist, i cant imagine wat wld happen. she did confess that she tried committing suicide before. Thank god nothing happened.
Cherish life. How long will pple rememeber this phrase? How often will this phrase spring into mind again?
Sunday, May 01, 2005,7:34 PM lonely very nice song. i like.
Lonely im so lonely, I have nobody, To call my owwnnn Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely I have nobody, To call my owwnnn Im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like yaKno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I wasFeenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin
Im so lonely so lonely, Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely I have nobody I have nobody To call my own to call my own girl Im so lonely so lonely Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely I have nobody I have nobody To call my own to call my own girl
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
Im so lonely so lonely Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely I have nobody I have nobody to call my ownTo call my own to call my own girl Im so lonely so lonely Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely I have nobody I have nobody To call my own to call my own girl
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made meBe so happy but now so lonely
So lonely so lonely Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely I have nobody I have nobody To call my own to call my own Im so lonely so lonely Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely I have nobody I have nobody To call my own to call my own girrl
lNever thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to come home, so stop playing girl and Come on home come on home, baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...
Im so lonely so lonely Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely I have nobody I have nobody To call my own to call my own Im so lonely so lonely Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely I have nobody I have nobody To call my own to call my own girll Lonely, so lonely So lonely, so lonely, Mr. Lonely, so lonely So lonely, so lonely, so lonely, Mr. Lonely
finally
u guys almsot gave the game away!!! haha.. i changed my add.. then u all go tag and say where did i get my add name from. did u all know the tagboard at my old blog was still functioning?! so watever u all type in the tagboard.. it will appear in both the old and new blog. wha...joyce very blog savvy one! she will guess one! so i spent A LOT OF TIME trying to figure out how to make the tagboard at the old blog not function. then stupif flooble decided to die on me.. stupid flooble server. so in the end, i went to mar's tagboard provider and created a new one! haha.. ok.. now u all can tag SAFELY.. no worries. haha..cuz the stuff u all tag will not appear in the old blog! haha.. yea... so happy.
yesterday played tennis with lizi and wenrong from 8 till 11pm. wha..damn shiok. haha.. wenrong is still good. his hits are so powerful.. but at least i can return his balls.. so its OK. =)
