I m feeling so so SO accused. SHE SUCKS TOTALLY. CONTROL FREAK CONTROL FREAK CONTROL FREAK!!!
HYPOCRITICAL HYPOCRITICAL HYPOCRITICAL!!!
mrs ho = crap mrs ho = SHIT mrs ho = full of SHIT!!!
i have never once in my life feel so so SO damn pissed and accused and ANGRY about a teacher!! on top of wat i complained about last entry, she just said something to yq that is totally UNTRUE!!!
she said our clique talked TOO much among ourselves during lessons. 1) we DIDNT talk during her lessons! 2) we DIDNT disrupt her lessons in ANY way!!! 3) if we dun talk among ourselves, then talk to who??!?!?!
seriously, what is she getting at?! she is just BIASED against us. the WHOLE lot of us are in her blacklist. she sux totally. I HATE HER!!!
and after what she said...all that RUBBISH about us talking TOO MUCH and all that RUBBISH about us being unattentive and then asking us to talk LESS, she said this: i m not trying to INTERFERE in ur friendship.
HELLO?!?! WHAT WERE U TALKING ABOUT JUST NOW THEN?! DUN INTERFERE?!?!?! THEN WHAT FOR TALK SO MUCH THINGS ABOUT US AND THEN ASK US DUN TALK SO MUCH AMONG OURSELVES?!?!?! THEN SAY DUN WANA INTERFERE.
mrs ho... u are the BIGGEST.. BIGGEST .. BIGGEST hypocrite i have seen in my WHOLE life!
:S Monday, February 21, 2005,9:29 PM tired. HO=crap
these days, i feel so tired. dunno why but i just feel so tired. i thought i will be on time or ahead of tutorials but now, i m lagging again. just had a scolding from mrs ang for not preparing newspaper article..so i gotta rush it out tml and prepare for presentation tml. then i gotta finish my vector tutorial and at the same time, do bio tutorial if possible. guess i'll end up sleeping at like 2am if i can make it?
anyway, did i mention before i HATE ( ^infinity) MRS HO! my new civic teacher. she totally is a CONTROL freak. do everything she says, dun do anything she din say. do everything concerning gp only, cannot do other stuff. cannot lie on the table...rude. cannot hand in assignments late...sloppy. we really shld tell her straight in the face.. hey mRS HO... STOP TALKING IN YOUR KINDA MANNER. ITS SLOPPY TOO! damn her. sorry ar... damnirritated by her. she just spoils my day EVERYTIME i see her. mrs ho = CRAP.
she is like sarcastic max... haiz..shant waste my effort typing and complaining about her. its NOT WORTH IT.
just remember this..mrs ho = CRAP Monday, February 14, 2005,10:35 PM
although i m like really lazy to update on cny...i am still here. anwyay.. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY everybody! shall blog briefly.
first day...updated. second day...went up to bukit tinggi... left singapore at 1030am and reached at 630pm? so..got all the facts right finally.. bukit tinggi is ait further from SG than genting is and it is lower than genting..standing at 2600feet above sea level. wanted to swim but close so early the pool. played tennis for half hour then got so afraid of the BEETLES flying around i BEGGED to leave the court. then went o play ping pong AND squash. thats my day./ third day did nothing cus no car cus the adults driving went to play golf. but still, its a good feeling to be able to slack full time at somewhere away from the city.went genting ktv too. fourth day.. left bukit tinggi at 1130am reached SG at 1130pm. damn long the journey... went malecca eat peranakan food..very nice. very nice. very nice. try it..
so..tt's bukit tinggi.. i think i am li hai..cus i endured staying in the same house with like.. 30 over INSECTS?!?! for four days somemore..how li hai is that?
today v day. erm...nothing special.. as usual. four song dedication for the whole class... one of it from anonymous but abit dumb..cus who on earth actually dedicates song to the whole class and then dun wana be known? its abit diao. anyway.. joyce..thanks for ur balloon.. made everybody on the streets look at me.. then block my way and make things difficult for me when i board and alight the bus. anyway, its sweet and nice of u. thanks. Wednesday, February 09, 2005,6:18 PM CNY HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!! It's a festive season, be excited about it! :D currently blogging from home... haha. duh~ finished visiting relatives today..actually i only visited one. but anyway, went to the temple, then visit relatives eat lunch reached home at 1plus? then tried watching tv but there was seriously NO shows... so i felt so so so sleepy i went to slp at 4. woke up at 6pm cos pple keep messaging me and calling me. wat's wrong'? in the morning dun call i slp keep calling. :\
just watched a free lion dance performance just now. it was a red lion..dancing opposite my block of flats and i had a VERY good view of it from my bro's room so i helped myself to it. so cool! can u believe it, somebody actually never watch live one before! i mean, maybe its usual la..but for me its not. cos my dad always invites lion dance to the shop when i was young.. so i thought it should be common to at least see live lion dance ONCE before.ha..apparently i was wrong. don't u all love lion dance?ha... i think i like lion dance but i kinda have a phobia for it. how isit possible to love something yet be scared of it? haha.. so funny. ok..not that funny. anyway, i just heard a lion dance in my block..its SO LOUD! almost like its at my floor the lift there? but i dun dare go see. haha. coward. anyway, this reminds me of last year. haha... my dad invited a lion dance troupe into our house! then i was sitting on the sofa... about 50cm away from the lion only!!!! OMG. i was so afraid at that time la.. but at the same time, excited. haha.... at that time, i was so afraid that the lion will dance over here.. then i will lose my cool in front of so many pple? hhaaha.. in the end, i controlled myself and then, went to touch the lion's body! haha... i like lion dance. dun u?
i m leaving for bukit tinggi tml..gonna be back in four days..meaning sunday. why isit that the sch have to spoil my holiday? make me study for bio test and then test us on monday? NOT FAIR. haiz..but what can i do seriously? i am gonna play the fireworks rocket up in msia and play fire works.. haha. diao. i will take photos... and i will enjoy all the fresh air up there.. and most imptly, enjoy myself up there. haha..after that, prepare to go on full blast for the new year ahead!!! haha...
its really disappointing to know that u have to go back to school on monday and have to SWIM.. then take test.. and then "look forward" to make up pe with idiot NG on thursday. if only the following week was much better.
Monday, February 07, 2005,9:42 PM
to steph and mar...
remember i told u all the www.launch.com website then u all cannot go?
think i got it wrong..
try this instead
http://launch.yahoo.com have fun looking at the videos k? =)
mrs ho is getting on my nerves
hmm.. just to let u all know. i think i have recovered from my cold? i ate a panadol and then had a rest...after that, blow my nose once and then everything was gone. miraculously.. so now i am left with a bit of a cough. think i have recovered on my own. luckily i din see the doctor and thus, din waste my money.
today i had a CRAPPY start. WTH. pardon me for saying this, but i feel like kicking the PE teacher mr. ng right in his ass! WTH WTH WTH! u know wat?! he is so so so unreasonable. i was late last week for pe and when i reached, i rushed to join the rest and thus, did not mark my attendence. then today, he say he will treat me as absent and therefore, i have got make up pe AGAIn! WTH! IDIOT MR. NG. then i think he heard me complaining or saw my adamant look then he told me: "look, this is a fair for all thing. if u were working and did not tap your card, you will not get your wages for the day and will be regarded as absent too" yeah rite. AS IF that will make u MORE reasonable. its like the FIRST time!!! i DID swim!!! i had the WHOLE class as witness. IDIOT! i am so damn pissed with him when i heard about make up pe. he really shld go back and learn abit of kindness and be a tad bit MORE reasonable. i really feel like kicking him in the ass. ok..sounds abit bad,, but i am really pissed with him. sh*tty pie.
after that, went back to sch. as if the make up pe thingy wasnt enough, mrs ho made us do compo! argh.. not cannot la.. but at least give us a warning la! PLUS... she haven even return us our first compo! i currently dun like her. she is getting on my nerves with all the nagging and the way she speaks... makes pple so drowsy. goes a big round just to explain something and then.. ALWAYs lose focus. seriously, does she know wat she's trying to say???? u see... she always gets far away from her topic... then in the end will end up asking the class this qns : now, wat was i saying just now? hey..mrs ho.. if u dunno wat u were saying... dun sidetrack so much!
hmm.. although econs lesson is like BORING.. i think i like mrs ang. i think she's the only one who is like really concerned about a student's well-being. she knows that we need to relax at times and is lenient to us when need be. like today, our whole class pleaded her.. then she ended up talking to us about CNY and her two daughters during the whole 45mins of econs lesson. well, wat else can u say? if only our civics teacher is liedat. too bad, mrs ho isnt.
u know? sometimes, u just have to accept things as they are. pray as u might that wat u see aint real, things are just wat they are. there's nothing that u can do to change it and most of the time, your wish wont come true. therefore, accept things as they are.
Saturday, February 05, 2005,1:36 AM yesterday once more When I was young I'd listen to the radio Waitin' for my favorite songs When they played I'd sing alongIt made me smile.
Those were such happy times And not so long ago How I wondered where they'd gone
But they're back again Just like a long lost friend All the songs I loved so well.
Every Sha-la-la-la Every Wo-o-wo-o Still shinesE very shing-a-ling-a-ling That they're startin' to sing's So fine.
When they get to the part Where he's breakin' her heart It can really make me cryJ ust like before It's yesterday once more.
Lookin' back on how it was In years gone by And the good times that I had Makes today seem rather sad So much has changed.
It was songs of love thatI would sing to then And I'd memorize each word Those old melodies Still sound so good to me As they melt the years away.
Every Sha-la-la-la Every Wo-o-wo-o Still shines Every shing-a-ling-a-ling That they're startin' to sing's So fine.
All my best memories Come back clearly to me Some can even make me cry. Just like before It's yesterday once more.
Friday, February 04, 2005,11:15 PM its wierd i m sick. fnally having a cough. guess i m really down with a cold. i can feel the heat coming up BUT the thermometer says no.. i am now 36.7degrees.. another 0.1 degrees and the school will send me for inspection for SARS on a theremometer day. haha..i m the COOL rep. ^_* today went to school as usual. started the school really not very well. did a chemistry practical that requires us to get recrystallisation of an ester. chemicals involved are benzyl chloride and phenol and NaOH. well, phenol is corrosive and benzyl chloride is VERY corrosive. i think i wasnt really awake, thus i din wear the gloves. yq poured the phenol into the conical flask, somehow, he spilled some phenol on the outer sides of the conical flask. me without knowing, touched the sides with the back of my palm. hmm..well. corrosive phenol = burnt. there was a sting on my hand i started feeling the pain. immediately i rinsed my hand under the tapwater BUT, too late. corrosive so now got a burnt scar le. at the end of the lesson, like 2hr15min later, my teacher offered me burning cream. after such a LONG time. too late le la i think... i suppose i will have a scar.char says i wun but i think i will. look carefully at the burnt mark and u will know why i say so. then as if the burnt wasnt enough, i almost tripped over a retort stand on the floor. then yq hit me with his foolscrap pad and hit my ear. ha..i woke up on the wrong side of the bed. haha.. after school, stayed back all the way till4 to wait to meet char and zi for movie at lido-finding neverland. quite nice, char say it was very touching.i thought its quite touching. but i was busy coughing and sniffing in the cinema.. was kinda distracted by the subtitles and.. i kept noticing this foreign guy sitting in front of me. he was like 40+ yrs old? haha..he seems to be smiling thru out the show.. like he still has some childhood innocence in him. so cute. after movie we went paragon delifrance eat. i ate a sandwich and char ate a sandwich meal. we then drank coffee and talked all the way till 10? funny.. dunno was it i was sick and tired and my head was heavy or wat.. i had little to say. or was it that my life wasnt that interesting? or have we ran out of common topics to say that interest all? or was it the different life that we are leading now? its almost like out of fifty sentences, twenty was spoken by char, another twenty by zi and the last ten was by me. most of the time, i was looking at the crowd or plainly listening without a comment. maybe a smile or something. its been a long time, we recognised that difference in us. we said we are used to the differences so it doesnt matter anymore. but, isit all but an excuse? an excuse to make us feel "resigned"? i dunno. on the last time the three of us went out, i felt the exact same thing. we talk about teachers in our schools just that mine is different from them. we talk about our classmates just that i hardly get to know the pple they say. they talk about being treated as tai-tai and classy but i have nothing to comment on. its not that its irritating to say, even without these, there's really nothing much to talk about. we get to know more thru these topics that seem common yet uncommon, it's really ok to say them, even if its almost like the topic every time we meet. the topics really arent all that important, but it just highlights the difference in us. u know, the three of us are just like the three mrt lines in singapore. north-east line, north-south line and east-west line. we're all different in our own way, heading different ways. *maybe its wat they say: when u are confortable with your frends and u reach that kind of familarity, silence becomes golden.* but isit true?
Thursday, February 03, 2005,7:33 PM S.I.C.K
well, obviously from my title, i m sick. dunno since when, i started having a irrtated throat...feels very itchy yet i dun cough. now i am having runny nose and block nose. then, i have a little giddiness. hmm... guess its all those heaty food i ate recently. but..its not alot wat.. hmmm.. nvm.
its the 2nd of february.. and exactly one week to CNY, yet here i am with a cold. ha..how fun.
ran 2.8km to prepare for roadrun today. realised my stamina improved.
changed my blogskin, nice? hmm..i think its ok only but seems kinda sad. but, nvm la. a blog is just for u guys to catch up with me as in..online. yeah.
yesterday went to do leo cip-spring cleaning a studio apartment for an elderly who lives alone. first time i washed the toilet bowl and the first time, i wased the toilet walls. the apartment was just one room with all the basic necessities and there was some flies and ants around. anyhow, we managed to finish cleaning the house very quickly. while waiting for the teacher to inspect, we talked to the ah ma. suddenly realised, being that old isnt that good. u are subjected to loneliness. the ah ma told us in hokkein: u all come talk to me, i very happy. normally nobody talk to me, so sian. so, i dun wana grow old and become lonely i realise. its a kinda selfish thought but i cant help it.
During econs lesson yesterday, i was damn bored. mrs ang's lesson was at 1115 till 12. therefore, while she was busy rambling on about the econs crap, i was busy crapping with liwei and busy thinking of something else to do. composed this paragraph:
the clock is ticking slow.
S-L-O-W slow.
Why?
when will the clock struck 12?
its killing me, time's crawling.
i m hoping for the sun to set,
the day to end,
the moon to rise
i wana see the starry starry sky.
