Friday, December 31, 2004,1:47 PM not meant to be..
been some time since i last blogged. always too lazy to blog. anyway, its new yr eve today and joyce is supposed to come my house to copy notes but then, since its raining, the plan was cancelled. actually, i can ask glenda out cus she asked me out yesterday but, i may be going out with lizi tml to watch phantom so better save the money for tml just in case. ya that's it, i am cooped up at home with nothing better to do. there are tests to study but i am not in the mood. its new yr eve! what do u want? study? mad. it has been raining the WHOLE day here at my house. stop raining..only ruins my plan.
went to play tennis yesterday but it just seems like god is forbidding us from playing tennis yesterday. i arrived at lizi house early in the morning like 845, her whole family just woke up and i felt like an intruder who wakes everyone up. ha.. sorry har..i had no choice. anyway, i sat in the dark in lizi's house staring into the air. then her sister sat on the sofa(two seats away from me) and stared into the air too-i think she's waiting to leave the house for work. anyway, so there we were, lingzi and me staring into the air.. in the dark without a single sound. i felt so so so awkward. ha.. hate such instances. ok..back to the subject. lizi and i went to eat breakfast at 9. then at 930 when we were about to head back to lizi's house, it started drizzling!!! we were like.. NOOOO!!! since there's another thirty mins, we thought nvm la... maybe it will stop at ten. so we went up to her house and kept wondering whether it will rain. conclusion, its not going to rain at ten. we made our way down to the sports complex and it was 1010. we wanted to pay but the person said: u shld have come fifteen mins earlier. if u din come during that time, we wld offer the court for booking. we were like... huh?! so wat now?! we are only ten min late only ma.. diao. in the end, we booked from 11 to 12. haiz..so short. not enuff. anyway, we went to see which idiot took our court. haiz...some pple who are not pro.. if u pro then nvm la... but u not pro u take my court go play play..how can?!?! haha..abit unreasonable here but who cares. so we laze around..lizi went to run three rounds around the track i ran one. muahahaa.. i HATE long-distance running. finally it was 11. we started playing and approximately twenty mins thirty mins later, it started drizzling!!! wth. we continued. the rain became heavier. wth again. in the end, we played in the rain. to think that so many things can happen when all we wanted to do was to play tennis for two miserable hours... so its not meant to be.
marissa and steph disappeared from my world suddenly. i have no idea why.... i NEVER receives marissa's reply to my sms.. i just sent one to her recently and i nv got her reply. why?!?!?!? marissa... go find out! stephanie even worst. dunno where on earth is she at all. she simply disappeared. come back u two!!!
sch's gonna reopen in no time!!! only three days!!!! haiz.... i m gonna be hardworking. i m gonna be a mugger. haha... but the thought of it is kinda scary. i m gonna be 18 in three months time!!! hint hint hint.. everybody!!! lihwa is gonna buy a tennis racquet for me when she gets her pay. yeah!!!! heex...so happy. i shall try to get lian to buy me something. heex...i love qiao zha-ing my sisters. haha..i am so fortunate. just realised my bdae is on the last day of school..pls pls pls.... dun let there be any tests on that day.. pls!!! spare me.. haha... fancy getting excited so early BUT i am not as exaggerated as lizi. she is ALREADY excited and PLANNING how to celebrate her bdae when its like HALF A YEAR later! lolx. lizi...mine comes FIRST. heex.. i am oldest!!! yeah!! oh ya..we cannot be too excited cus char still has a long way to go.. she only just had her 17th bdae!
aiyoh..i m so bored. arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ha.
Friday, December 24, 2004,2:47 PM star attractors
glenda and i are star attractors.
once when we were at bugis, we saw christopher lee and liu qian yi filming. but they were gone in a flash-after we two had lunch. ha.. anyway, christopher looks much better in real life while liu qian yi simply reminds me of my dad.
yesterday we went bugis again. haha.. we saw her... we saw HER.. we saw.. we saw.. we saw.. ok la.. tell u. we saw ou xuan. hahaha...... she was wearing white top but with a dark purple skirt that din look nice. then she was wearing whitesports shoe but was wearing something else but not socks. it looke like the high end kinda socks that jap girls wear though but its no4RYt. anyway,fashion taste fail. but..she loos as sweet and pretty as she is on tv.
so many things going on and on... once again, wee suan called me. ok..strictly speaking is twice again-twice in a night. u see, i don't talk to her and we hardly interact in school. then why did she look up the class list and thought of calling me whenver she wanted to ask something?! was it because i look kind enough? maybe. i look safe. yesterday she shocked me once again by calling me in the night around 8pm. she said i m wei xuan and for a moment i had to pause and start tanslating that into an english name. soon i realise it was wee suan and i am shocked. i was thinking: now, what does she want?! she asked me what were the three case studies for econs. hmm, normally being the forgetful me, i wld not attempt to dig that forgotten piece of memory from inside my mind and i wld simply say:i forgot. however, i thought that wasnt very nice and so i started thinking and told her the titles. after that another phone call and i was wishing: let this not be ws PLEASE. well, it wasnt. i had thought TOO MUCH. xiang tai duo. then, another phone call. how come yesterday SO MANY phone calls?! so irritating. anyway when i least expect it, she called once again. ARGH~what does she want now?! she wanted to ask me if the cofee casestudy was the one we had done before. i told her no and i hanged up. why is it that she has to KEEP calling me and ask me things about homework?! to be honest, i dont really wana befriend her BUT that's abit bad isnt it? however, the actual fact is that we simply cant conenct and she simply isnt wat i m looking for in a friend. help. alright, i feel evil whenever she calls BUT i cant possibly hang up or pretend that i m not at home rite? that's so unkind and unhelpful. afterall, we are classmates. anybody gonna give solutions?
yesterday went for leo meeting for the dec street camp that's on mon and tues. we went to make the tiki and we "invented" cheers. it wasnt that boring doing the tiki afterall. but anyway, we finished it in 3hours and the meeting finally ended at 12 plus. after that glenda ask me go queensway shop for shoes. so we went. walked walked walked, saw three shoes altogether. glenda currently is having a craze for pink, brown and white. she denies it but look at what she chooses! the shoes she looks at are either ALL white or white-base or brown. mostly brown. the bag she bought recently is brown the shoe she gonna buy will be brown too. so she's into brown but she denies it. then sometime before yesterday we went window-shopping too. the stuff she looks at are mainly pink, like the pink wallet she wanted to but but decided not to in the end. so i conclude that she's into white, brown and pink. her all timefavourite being BRON. anyway, she gave me a xmas card. the special part is that it was hand-made.
this is the third time i am typing this idiotic paragraph. the keyboard doesnt spare me. it keeps giving me problem and keeps deleting this paragrapgh after i have finished typing. was it meant to be? maybe. anyway, i wanted to say that i have learnt not to make promises. any kind of promise. because when a promise is made, its so difficult to keep. i have learnt not to make an agreement to watch any movie with anyone beforehand because its so difficult to fulfil the promise. u see, either time doesnt allow or we will have to reject our frends for the sake of the promise IF they ever ask us along for the same movie. eventually everything drags on.. drag drag drag.. till someone eventually will be tired of the delay and proceed to watch the show with their frends. whether they are willing to watch the show again is not the case anymore because to waste money just for the promise's sake will be meaningless already. anyway, i have learnt my lesson and have decided not to anyhow make promises for fear that they will become empty promises. this applies for anyone and everyone.
Monday, December 20, 2004,3:39 PM temporary thought
alrite... read the newspaper and saw this article about this woman named grace and i visited her blog. well, reading it made me remember something in my life. anyway, i realised that everybody really shld learn to appreciate life. u see, even a dying person strive to live and live life the fullest so... we really shldnt complain so much about life. we jollywell shld stop screaming about every little things and start embracing life.
but then.. all these cld be only temporary thoughts. afterall, humans nv learn to appreciate and cherish till they lose the something they treasured so much. dun wait till u lose it then u start regreting, like i did.
i guess the most impt thing is to learn to accept and to let go. however, letting go completely is impossible because "when someone you love is dying, you'd want to hold on to as much of him as you can instead."
Thursday, December 16, 2004,11:03 PM how come everyone's entry so long?! finally came online once again. after maybe a week? cant remember. expect me to disappear from the internet world for some time once in a while cuz i m bored online. chatting on msn is boring unless steph and mar is around... no emails to expect... and i dun play com games. nv understand why guys like to play com games SO much. they ought to grow up and stop indulging in fantasy. yeah.
alrite..what have i been doing. actually i've been doing quite some things but i dunno why, it just doesnt seem busy to me. hmm... maybe because time passes too slowly.
monday cant remember what i did, think i din go out. was rotting at home. rite? ya... i remember le. i WAS rotting at home. watched an old show in cantonese. cantonese and chinese title-wo3 lao3 po2 bu2 shi4 ren2?! english title-pretty ghost. A realy old show but nice.
tuesday FINALLY fulfilled my promise-went out with glenda. we went to bugis cus she was bored with orchard after a week at orchard. ha.. we went to bugis cus she wanted to buy a bag for school. i wanted to watch ocean twelve and crap.. there wasn't any previews.. haiz..so the sole purpose of that date with her was to shop for a bag. we walked walked walked.. then we saw a billabong wallet.. and started crapping and laming. we said we will buy the same wallet and then..give it to each other on xmas as a gift. what lameness. whenever i m out with her, i become totally lame. all her fault. then she finally found her bag at wallet shop. $28 for a sling bag that;'s in dark brown. not very ex rite? yeah.. but the funny thing is this.. when we reached home happily.. which was a long long ride from aljunied to sengkang and transfer lrt for me.. i received this sms- liling.. the bag not big enough! can put one bottle and one pencil case only! i was like where got so small?! i called her and she said this: nvm la..buy another bag at most lo. wha piang.. she ar... rich. ha. then after that it was too early to go home.. so we walked to suntec. we walked arnd and look at shoes. both saw shoes and plan to buy. =) i am gonna buy shoes.... heex..
wed-went to loyang to work. factory work..sorting out defec ted covers for zen player by creative.. $5/hr..it was a job that need NO BRAINS.. so we(me and glenda) were tired of it.. finsihed doing it by 3. we then went to aljunied to collect pay. went to a busstop with no shelter. as in just that pole with the bus no. waited for half an hour no bus!!! we moved down to a normal looking busstop.. waited..saw a bus..stood up then..the bus turned away!! we were like.. hell.. why turn?! we wait very long le!!! then we tot..will it loop back??? we waited another ten min... then we walked down anothjer busstop... and then we boarded no. 6 in fifteen min and i discovered a BIG secret while waiting. LOL. its a secret. nobody can know. then we boarded the bus and realise that the previous two busstops were not in service. crap.. diao. wasted 45 mins of our time AND we must have missed 3 buses.
today- played tennis with lizi at 3 till4. not enuff.. tml play again... with her..same bloody far place which is bedok. 11 to 1. hope it's not very sunny. may the sun shine AFTER 1. =) i need to perfect my skills.
tml- eat breakfast with lizi at 9. play tennis at 11 till 1. after that i suppose i m going home. =)
got another banquet job next mon.. 5pm to 11pm liedat... 7/hr.. need to earn money... yeah.. i love money. i am another materialistic girl.
i have got three invitations for xmas. cool. ha..this is the first yr i am invited for xmas celebrations.. i dunno why... basically i dun really celebrate xmas. anway... the invitations come from gelnda char and lewis. i only promised char so far.. wait no money for the other two. i am pian xin. but then ...... my mom's bdae fall on xmas eve..gotta buy cake celebrate. then on xmas..my mom wants us to go church with ehr to listen to caroling.. went last yr.. it was tiring, boring . i dun wana go this yr. but then its one of her wish.. let's see how.
Monday, December 13, 2004,1:54 AM give me a break..headache
miss chen is currently ULTRA bored here. help. everony online has gave me this: brb. the fact is... its been ten mins plus plus le! i m impatient.. dun make me wait! shall blog on some not impt yet "significant" stuff.
remember that time my sis bought a t-shirt from bugis. ha.. really not fated to wear it. first time she wore it, there was discoloration. we were like cursing that bloody person selling us la.. sell us bad color quality clothe. then second time my sis wear again, she tio ice-cream on it. ha. wth? its a msitake to buy it. M_I_S_T_A_K_E.
currently listening to this song on perfect ten. forgot song title. reminded of that vjc open house i went with joyce.. the band was trying to sing but due to BAD sound system.. the drum and everything covered the singer's voice TOTALLY and he was like singing damn hard just to project his voice. result? total flop. poor thing.
just now, wee suan called me. no mistake. WEE SUAN called me. i bet lizi joyce are like wide eyed now. ha. here's the conversation:
ll: helo? ya?
ws: hi. im wee suan
ll: huh?!
ws: im wee suan. u forgot me already isit? i think u wang4 le4 wo3 le4
ll: OH!................ wee suan. erm... yeah?????
ws: er, ya. u know the case study?
ll: ya?
ws: do u remember whethter they gave us during tut or we buy from zap?
ll: i cant remember (my mind: PLEASE dun ask me meet u and give u zap)
ws: huh? u dun remember ar?
ll: i think during tut
ws: huh? cus i lost it...
ll: i think u may be able to get it from zap. u can try.
ws: but its closed rite? hols nv open rite?
ll: ya..it's opened. just try to go on late morning.
ws: oh..thanks.
hang up.
ll: OMG!!! ws just called!
ha..abit evil cus i exclaimed that above sentence to myself. then i immediately tot i'd message someone. but who? joyce is overseas. juan. one message. the. shit. she's in malaysia or taiwan or overseas rite? urgh. liwei. haiz..she nv replies on sunday. nobody to share my "excitement".
the end. i shall end my boredom by going offline. nites.
*did i mention i having insomnia? fall aslp at 4plus generally* =)
Sunday, December 12, 2004,11:26 PM routine update
well well well... here i m. not lazy today. ha.. wrong. actually is wana escape from my hw...ha..so i shall come online. piles of hw and a test coming up. SIAN. i hope my keyoard dun give prob if not die..
alrite.. when was my last update? cant remember at all. ok..today is glenda's bdae.. HAPPY BDAE!!! =D going out with her on tues. after that i reckon i will be BROKE. ha. i m in debt.
this week..
tues went for a haircut. i trimmed my hair at the back.. and cut my fringe..now i am left with a side fringe instead. must blow my hair everyday just so i can get a side parting cus i have a dead centre parting.
wed played tennis early in the morning at 10..almost died of lack of slp. so tired.. lizi say i looked pale. anyway it was fun. then after that went for tuition for leo. wha..sian. the mother sit opposite me...stressed man. ha.
thurs celebrate char's bdae. she miss LIM... LATE AS USUAl. lizi and i made an appointment with ehr at 1220 and she just woke up at that time'! then she said she will reach at 1 and instead she reached after 130! lizi was like damn angry la.. ha. char.
PLEASE KICK THAT BAD HABIT.
saw glenda and her fren while waiting for char and lizi. we had billy bombers. the ribs was HARD. the root beer float was good. overall..ok. nothing else to do..in the end.. we watched national treasure. nice show with smart plot.
sat play tennis from 8pm to 1130. whoa. ha.. as long as the other time. went to eat supper with my sis and company..but i din eat cus not hungry. reached home at like 1am i think. funny.. my sisters played tennis and they flunked a total of 7balls out and one additional ball was lost cus wenrong had an accident.
there's a 4CR steamboat this coming fri. told kuan rui cant make it. for asking sake, i am gonna ask lizi and liwei.
these were wat happened. nothing new about my life. its a routine.
