Friday, December 24, 2004,1:34 PM so many things going on and on... once again, wee suan called me. ok..strictly speaking is twice again-twice in a night. u see, i don't talk to her and we hardly interact in school. then why did she look up the class list and thought of calling me whenver she wanted to ask something?! was it because i look kind enough? maybe. i look safe. yesterday she shocked me once again by calling me in the night around 8pm. she said i m wei xuan and for a moment i had to pause and start tanslating that into an english name. soon i realise it was wee suan and i am shocked. i was thinking: now, what does she want?! she asked me what were the three case studies for econs. hmm, normally being the forgetful me, i wld not attempt to dig that forgotten piece of memory from inside my mind and i wld simply say:i forgot. however, i thought that wasnt very nice and so i started thinking and told her the titles. after that another phone call and i was wishing: let this not be ws PLEASE. well, it wasnt. i had thought TOO MUCH. xiang tai duo. then, another phone call. how come yesterday SO MANY phone calls?! so irritating. anyway when i least expect it, she called once again. ARGH~what does she want now?! she wanted to ask me if the cofee casestudy was the one we had done before. i told her no and i hanged up. why is it that she has to KEEP calling me and ask me things about homework?! to be honest, i dont really wana befriend her BUT that's abit bad isnt it? however, the actual fact is that we simply cant conenct and she simply isnt wat i m looking for in a friend. help. alright, i feel evil whenever she calls BUT i cant possibly hang up or pretend that i m not at home rite? that's so unkind and unhelpful. afterall, we are classmates. anybody gonna give solutions?
yesterday went for leo meeting for the dec street camp that's on mon and tues. we went to make the tiki and we "invented" cheers. it wasnt that boring doing the tiki afterall. but anyway, we finished it in 3hours and the meeting finally ended at 12 plus. after that glenda ask me go queensway shop for shoes. so we went. walked walked walked, saw three shoes altogether. glenda currently is having a craze for pink, brown and white. she denies it but look at what she chooses! the shoes she looks at are either ALL white or white-base or brown. mostly brown. the bag she bought recently is brown the shoe she gonna buy will be brown too. so she's into brown but she denies it. then sometime before yesterday we went window-shopping too. the stuff she looks at are mainly pink, like the pink wallet she wanted to but but decided not to in the end. so i conclude that she's into white, brown and pink. her all timefavourite being BRON. anyway, she gave me a xmas card. the special part is that it was hand-made.
this is the third time i am typing this idiotic paragraph. the keyboard doesnt spare me. it keeps giving me problem and keeps deleting this paragrapgh after i have finished typing. was it meant to be? maybe. anyway, i wanted to say that i have learnt not to make promises. any kind of promise. because when a promise is made, its so difficult to keep. i have learnt not to make an agreement to watch any movie with anyone beforehand because its so difficult to fulfil the promise. u see, either time doesnt allow or we will have to reject our frends for the sake of the promise IF they ever ask us along for the same movie. eventually everything drags on.. drag drag drag.. till someone eventually will be tired of the delay and proceed to watch the show with their frends. whether they are willing to watch the show again is not the case anymore because to waste money just for the promise's sake will be meaningless already. anyway, i have learnt my lesson and have decided not to anyhow make promises for fear that they will become empty promises. this applies for anyone and everyone.
