Saturday, January 15, 2005,2:16 PM learnt to accept and let it go
2nd week of sch finally come to an end. dunno why, feels like its been a long time ago since the sch reopened. anyway, yq and joyce and i were talking about last yr and dunno why too, i felt like march 2004 wasnt that far ago. felt like i was still in yr1 at that moment, and then finally realise at the end of the conversation that it was LAST YEAR. i guess being a yr 1 and a yr2 doesnt make much difference to me. just that its time to get down to business, be more serious and stop fooling around too much. be more attentive and catch up with tutorials esp. in maths.
ever tried looking out of the window for the moon and stars at night? haha... i used to do it during sec 4. after that, got caught up with work and tiredness in J1 and didnt have the mood or energy to spend time doing such silly things. yesterday while i was walking home at 9plus, i saw the moon. very pretty...cresent moon.. left about only 1/6 of the moon that's visible(the rest of the moon was covered by clouds). then saw the stars too(duh~) whenever i look up, i realise that the sky's really beautiful and actually, the earth is just so small and we, humans, are tiny. we really shldn't magnify our problems everytime we have any unhappiness, but its always easier said than done. anyway, its nice to look at the sky at night. try it.
i m left with $10 for the following week. how on earth did i spend my money? its like gone SO FAST when all i can remember is that i've been having lunch only. haven watched any movie except with lizi yesterday. cant figure out how come i spent so much. only lunch ma!!! nothing but hawker, fast food and sch food! how come?! sian. constantly broke.
yesterday used $1 to buy back my childhood memories. haha. no, actually i did it for charlene la. u know, when everyone's young, we used to insert $1 into those turning machines, then u turn and then a toy encased in a small circle container will come out. i saw the incredibles edna mode then i immediately thought of charlene. ha..cus steph once said that char looks like edna which i kinda agree. no offence k.. lolx. anyway, i wanted to try my luck then give it to char for memory sake. haha.. but then, crap, i got a hagrid-look-alike instead. thus, i kept it. haha.. i m so childish. BUT, life needs such silly things to spice it up abit rite? we are all too serious right now, must learn to relax.
