Sunday, December 31, 2006,3:29 PM i'm back! last update 22nd dec. quite long ago rite? hmmm... wat have i been up to??? here's a quick update... as i can remember.
my xmas eve was spent i the cinema. at marina.. watching death note 2. i think its nice! ha. the movie was at 0000 at 25th dec, which is exactly x'mas. some silly kids went to pop some stuff in the cinema, i guess the festive mood just got over everyone, pple just went ahead and clapped.dun even know for wat. LOL. anyway, death note 2 is nice. haha.
on xmas, i went shopping! i forgot where i was but on both xmas eve and xmas, i was with vinc. ok. was very happy cus jay chou smsed me! HEHEH. damn happy. lol. yay. i can talk to jay chou alr. haha. got invited to joel's family party along with the hall 12 ppl, but cldnt go cus.. just im out with vinc! haha.
alrite.. xmas is monday rite? 25th. now is 31 dec. i can perfectly remember how i spent my entire week. tts like, miracle? lol. maybe, its such a fulfilling week.. i just cant forget the things i did.
monday- xmas. shopping.
tuesday- met up with joyce and yq at yq house. joyce dad'sSO NICE! came to sk to fetch me. aww.... dun envious guys, u all have no such frens and frens' dad. haha. then reached joyce's house early... nua awhile..had a nice chat.. then went sinpang bedok eat prata. wasnt very nice. then it started pouring and we had to go buy an umbrella. and then, damn it. yq arrived. and guess wat! haha. he was wearing his army uniform AND had a BIG FLOWERY UMBRELLA over his head! lol. damn gay. BUAY PAISEI man. hha. we dun even dare to acknowledge him! LOL. then went over to yq house, watch two final episodes of OC season 3. dun even know why i was there watching, didnt even catch the OC first 3 episodes, meaning, i nv watched a SINGLE episode of the OC! lol. i guess its just the company. then we went up to yq room to chit chat, and he tried to throw his SMELLY foot onto me andmake me smell. gosh. hadme running all over the rooom and trying to resist his BIG BIG WEIGHT and FOOT overme. thankk goodness i was faster. haha. then went to tjc market eat the fishball noodle. oh.. tjc times. missed them. anyway, metup with yq's bro. talk and talk again.
wed- rest day
thurs- met up with yq and joyce AGAIN. this time at vivoccity. wanted to give joyce a good makeover. went shopping..try a few clothes. saw a nice halter top from pull and bear tt costs only $20! MY GOD. so tempted to buy. but yq stopped me..cus he tot the collar looked weird. and i think its because i didnt tie properly.nvm, can go check out next time if its still there. haha. then went to bugis to shop MORE! then, sadly, i had to go back sch. haiz. cldnt stay over! sian.
fri- tennis match. against hall 7. Thank goodness their women doubles wasnt good, if not, this wld be a tough battle. off to the next round! semi-finals! Oh! went dinner with joel at this place called secret garden. sigh. went at the wrong time and all they ahd was xmas set meal and 2 ala-carte. hmm.. the food isnt exactly DAMN NICE.. but, the ambience and all, was good enough. was a treat somemore. thanks ar ^_-
sat- went out with vinc to ps cahnge my shoe. there's really nothing to shop there. haiz. so boring. haha. lotsa e*hem shops though. LOL. all on sale, but i better go with my sister. haha. didnt buy anything but managed to change my shoe size.
sunday,today- woke up at 830 to go bedok. had tenis with lizi and lihwa and joel again till 12 from 10 onwards. good game, lizi was quite sad cus her tennis racket string broke and she cldnt carry on the game! oh so sad. nvm. there'll be a next time. later going char house celebrate. play mahjong. my god. hope i dun lose money at all! i wana be the big winner. heh.
ok. enough. tired. be back again. Saturday, December 23, 2006,1:10 AM i love my frens!
some pple come and go in your lives. some stay. some remain good frens with u till u grow old togetherwhile some,because of certain misunderstandings, end their friendships.
im glad i have all my frens now. pri sec jc uni frens. all differnt grp but... all very valuable to me.
met up with my jc clique, joyce yq juan and me. lw absent! missed out on all the fun! hmm..had a great time catching up. its like, im glad shes's finally over it and out of the blue literally. and everyone's very open to things..so it makes conversation much easier. no awkward stares and judgements.. no hidden secrets and such..maybe there is..but at least, there wasnt any guard. thats good. i like it.
well, had a great meal and set at the cafe for like 3 hrs.. just pure talking and fooling arnd and laughing away. back to the good old days. reallymissed those days. it's true, though we meet infrequently, we really didnt lose the chemistry. thank goodness. dun wana lose this frenship. hanging out wiht them always makes me forget my worries temporarily. its just pure fun hanging arnd them. i miss joyce. i miss yq. though they have many things in common, i miss laughing along with them. the period of crankiness this yr just somehow reminds me of the importance of frens. when u get tied up and u get busy, u tend to forget and take them for granted. it's like, while u are coping well with ur own life u wld just automatically think tt ur frens will be leading their lives well too. then as time passes by, u forget to show concern and such. until something happens tt requires ur attention, then u start to realise, things arent just wat they seeem to be. when u are having a nicee time, dun assume others are too. rememeber to show concern. im sorry i neglected my other frens while coping wiht life in sec, jc or uni. but watever it may be, im glad we're still frens and good frens too.
anyway, i didnt know it was possible to change a person's life so much just by being urself. giving pple the confusion tt u can nv think of. if u know wat im saying. the letter and card is just making me think too much.. thank you!
really, i cant imagine life without my frens. every now and then, u feel like friendship is slipping pass.. getting diluted. then u realise tt, its really not up to u at times. then, something else will happen and remind u again of those old days or remind u that u still have other ppl arnd for u to depend on. i used to place special emphasis on one particular fren for some special reason, but somehow, things changed. when u think abt it, its quite sad. but whenever u hang out, though there's not so much chemistry anymore, i'll still notice the cute side and forget abt the lost feeling. but again, the people u least expect to come up will suddenly appear there for u to remind u of the friendship u've belittled. then i finally realised, every fren is unique and impt. tts why, i love all my frens!
i think im in pms mode. haha. not excatly.its just tt today's gathering stirred up some emotions in me. but it all makes sense to me. probably it doesnt make sense to u u and u, but it does to me. and maybe, the person whose life i created an impact on unintentionally.
Thursday, December 21, 2006,7:37 AM wala wala today, made another last min decision to join my uni mates at wala wala. yes. im LAST MIN. yes i am. haha. sorry k.
anyways, went bishan juntion 8 to meet leon at 730 first cus i dunno how to go from sk. i must say, leon u look quite smart in white long sleeve shirt! haha. perfect look of a salesman. GOOD FOR U! LOL. this is wat u get for taunting me the ENTIRE NIGHT.
then reached holland v. ate dinner with leon alex pk regina ys darren chikwan ck''s roomie and daniel at a coffee shop. ate zhi cha AGAIN! my god. haa. but they ordered quite little for 11 pple, and each only had to pay $6.50. and i tot i was going to spend a bomb at holland v. but then, most pple werent full i guess.
then went ot wala wala to chill. not a bad place but a pity we were sitting right next to the sound speakers.. the music was blasting into our ears and the speaker spoilt the music too. =( but... we all enjoyed the music. the last song, the singer sang eason chan's shi1 mian2-insomnia- DAMN NICE!!! MELTED!!! wha.. how come i dun ahve frens who can sing tt well?!?! haiz.
then went back hall arnd 1am reached hall bathed everything 2am alr. since me leon jj and alex had nothing on the next morning and didnt want to sleep early, we played mahjong. who knows, we played till morning! and i KEPT letting them win UNINTENTIONALLY! ARGH. wana kill myself. nvm. at least i won a FEW rounds. haha. then had breakfast and tadah! im online! yay.
haa. ok. i think i need sleep. goodnight =D Wednesday, December 20, 2006,1:19 AM shit. im BROKE. hello guys! miss tan is BROKE. thoroughly BROKE. B-R-O-K-E. BROKE. haiz.
i promised myself that i will NOT spend money on food anymore,, after spending like $200 early this month. spent so much on char's bdae, i told myself NO MROE SHOPPNG NO MORE GOOD FOOD. sAVE! and i tried. trust me i did. but hell knows, shit happens. argh.
i met glenda on sun night at vivo.went xmas shopping wiht her. once again, accompany her only cus me, miss tan, am BROKE. cannot buy. then during dinner, we both said we wana budget so i said food court! then we were at basement and we saw sueprdog so we decided to try that.
superdog basically is a fast food restaurant tt tries to act high class, sells special hotdog bread and burgers with drinks and fries. then i look at the board and it reads $4.50 so i tot, ok. same price as mac. shall eat this then, try out new stuff. then i ordered a meal, and the person say upgrade to some cheese chilli fries add $1.60 so i tot, ok lo. try since i like cheese and chilli. and then when the price of the meal appeared at the counter, i got a shock. $10.40! MY GOD! cant believe i spent a freaking $10.40 on a fastfood meal!!! wat happened to my bduget?!?!? glenda was smarter. she read carefully only bought a hotdog bread which costs $4.50 alone. argh. damn dui. shit. argh. i wanted to budget one! and the bread abit cui, my sausage almost fell out of the bread but its not bad. the fries isnt too bad either but really, the prices are too steep. MADNESS. till now, i still cant believe i spent 10bucks on FASTFOOD! KILL ME.
then today! i went to eat dim sum with lizi. supposed to meet at 1045 at chinatown station, and i arrived at 1050am. miss lizi arrived 20mins late!!! and i waited alone! ALONE! miss tan dun wait! dun like to wait! but i still waited patiently for her like a goondu. wat to do. haiz. secondary sch frens. argh. then went to yam cha to yam cha.. surprisingly there were many pple on leave today and yan cha-ing! haha. but we were earlier. ordered 6dishes and spent at total of $32 on dimsum! chee cheong fun, fried carrot cake, fried tofu, fried vegetarian spring roll, harkaw, siew mai, scallop porridge(the porridge though very small bowl but DAMN NICE!!!!) damn full.then we said, no lunch alr. cant eat lunch.
then met char at orchard accomapny her find her shoes for yao's commission ball. raining damn heavily! very hard to travell without an umbrella, thank goodness lizi brought hers. anyway, char went to pluck her eyebrows at 3pm..so lizi and i went to orange julius at paragon to eat. haha. actually it only started out wiht a drink, then we ended up oredering nachos with sausage. hah. shit. tot nothing for lunch?! then lizi said, ok. no dinner.
then we went to char house to help her choose gown, see her shoes and make her hair. then, we got hungry and went down to buy zhi char. ordered this hot plate tofu and deer meat, butter prawn and fish soup, spent a total of $45!!! jsut the three of us! my god. we sure can eat.
tts it. see?tts my day. i spent a total of $30 on food today!!! my god. and i said i wana budget. sHIT.
im REALLY broke. dunno how i will survive. but i will.
-adios- Sunday, December 17, 2006,4:03 AM outing
first time going out with uni senior. FOUR YEARs my senior. DAMN OLD.
i went out with joel. in case there's no future outings and in case i forget this outing, let me jot it down.
was bored at home, nothing to do at night and no dinner. so i asked joel out to eat dinner and help him choose xmas gift. and i bought vinc "card"! yay. gift pack completed. cheap but got xim k. haha. not good at art.. still can try other stuff rite? like.. haha.
had dinner at spaggedies then walk arnd, midnight shopping till 1am so the crowd was there till qutie late.. then had coffee and rushed the last train home. had a nice chat. no difference from the normal joel i know. LOL. still as chirpy. just let him talk! haa. while i observe ppl arnd, their dressing etc. haha.
ok..for a first time out, its not bad.. feels comfortable.. maybe cus he's damn good at talking on and on..and he's many yrs my senior. new fren added to my list!
hanno, dun think i forget u k. i will visit u at work one. later. when i free. now tied down by outings and such.sat got tennis match! sian. gotta go back sch on fri night le.
oh..xmas coming!!! yay! haha. though i dun really celebrate xmas...but.. its a joyous season! haha. yay. ok.i lazy blog le. gdnight!
Wednesday, December 13, 2006,2:30 AM char's bdae post celebration today is the day! went out to orchard to celebrate miss lim's bdae.
ok..pardon both lizi and i, we were both too busy and she just got back from bali, SO.. we cld only get her gift today. anyways, we met up early at 230pm to shop arnd. walked to wheelocks..down to taka..back to wheelocks..down to taka and heeren again and again! no wonder there's blisters on my foot! be touched hor!
in an attempt to get nice gifts for her, and due to the LOUSY excuses that lizi gave such as: i had my hair done up today, my clothes difficult to take out, i had to become the model of the day. haha. went to warehouse tried on a kimono styled tube.. silky kinda fabric...damn nice to wear.. damn pretty also!! i like! ha.. but cldnt afford to buy for xue cus it costs a freaking $130!!! my god. if i hae spare cash, ah ha.. MAYBE i'll consider..but NOT at this moment. skip. next shop.
wanted to go to mango but there was a preparation for sales at wisma isetan branch, so we skipped mango. then, we went heeren. lizi tried two tops..one for herself. one for char. see.thats wat i call a LOUSY excuse. try for herself can change clothes rite.. try for others cannot! hmpf. then when i was waiting for lizi to change out, i shopped arnd the shop to see wats left, and i spotted the gift of the day! a nice black and gold dress! its damn nice!!! both me and lizi wanted to buy but.. only one piece available.. so we decided to give it up to the bdae girl. wat to do..we love her too much. LOL.
having settled her dress, we bought a nice rusty kinda bronze long necklace for her with a heart pendant tts rock and chic and nice.. and bought her matching earrings! tadah! she's all ready to get dressed and go PARTY!!! =)
then.. we had an early dinner at arnd 6pm. wanted to go to crystal jade palace and eat..but called my sister and she cldnt tell me the price range. PLUS, she said its darn ex..so we settled for less and went for imperial treasure teochew cruisine at taka too. i must say, the service is damn good. they serve gongfu tea at the start of the meal, serve warm towels, quick to refil your pot of tea and ur cup, wats more?! they serve GOOD food! ncie desserts too! ok. lizi and i spent a total of $80 on the meal. after tt, we went to watch the holiday at cine..i think it isnt very nice.. so-so only... but..lizi say its nice! so.. how much did i spend in a day? hmmm....i think.. $80 plus? and me am BROKE now. B-R-O-K-E. BROKE. sobz!!!!
oh..we went zara andi tried a top.. a dress actually..quite retro..but they say its cute! and it costs about $60? gosh. didnt buy. went substance saw a nice and comfy pair of heels in whtie! damn nice!!! costs abt $70? my god. kill me. i got NO MONEY. argh.
ok.. end of blog. i wana sleep ssoon. oh..didnt go for bash in the end, cus lizi cldnt make it.. haha. saded. ok. next tues going yam cha. my god. i need money!!! bye.
Monday, December 11, 2006,10:26 PM exam over,hols haven blogged for quite some time. isnt very long but considering the frequent posts i have over the past month, this is considered long alr. haven got the mood or energy to blog.
well, ive been nuaing at home mostly. go out go out go out.spend money then now need to save but before tt, i gotta spend a bomb for char's bdae. haven gone for a single tennis training. not like they need me anyway so i pon, but the hall's sport turnout is quite cui so i think, i better turn up for trainings, help joonwye abit. poor guy, has to join all the sports where there is a lack of team members.
hmmm.. went to yao's commissioning with char. were late. the commissioning is quite grand though i seriously dunno wat i was doing there. i tot, if this was my brother or bf's commission, i wld definitely feel glad and proud of them but, it isnt! how sad. haha. anyways, cldnt see yao from our seats and we were bored stiff, so i cracked some silly jokes, make some stupid comments,appeared silly to make both char and i more entertained and less bored. i think i did quite a good job at acting stupid rite. didnt mange to see weihong at all. said i wld give him a call when im there, but i heard they wun have their hp with them whle in the parade square, so i called off the idea. I also gave up trying to hunt for him cus everyone looks the SAME under the big hat! ha. AND, i concluded that there wasnt a single good looking or cute officer arnd, hence further explaining my boredom.
stayed home on sun and mon. think i need plenty of rest. been nuaing for both days but i still feel sleepy. weirds. but, to all those who are concerned, my cold is getting better. in fact, i think im on the road of recovery.
no mood to blog now. quite tired. i need someone to talk to and entertain me. sianz.
celebrating xue's bdae tml. hope its fun. going for the bash too.hope its fun too.
-ciao- Tuesday, December 05, 2006,12:17 AM shopping day today is my shopping day ang hang out day with char and liz. FINALLY had the time to meet up and gossip! ha. ok.catch up more lke it but still, its good time spent!
supposed to meet at 2 at harbourfront but i met leon at 1230 to eat lunch. Purposely left hougang at 140 so as not to be too early. shit. i was ten min late and liz was abit later then me still! and lim xue ling! she said: its raining at serangoon..she'll join us later! oei! think of something better! i used tt excuse in sec 2. -_-''
anyway, me and liz went ahead to shop first. cldnt find anything nice but i still spent $90! sht. bought a nice.... and a nice top from mjphosis. off shoulder black! quite nice i think. haha..but seriously i cant slouch in that top if not i'll look horrible! ok. tts not the point. point is i spent $90 and im HAPPY!
then at 4pm, char smsed liz said: sorry i fell asleep and im on cab to vivo now. WTH.argh. she and her BAD HABIT. i trying to change le xue! u must change also! oops. i was late meeting leon today too! ohno. ok. start anew. lets START to change xue. hah. liz. u getting the bad habit too! better change. and... she reached quite soon after and guess wat?she made us shop vivo ALL over again for the 2nd time! argh. ok. tts abt all.
then had dinner till 8pm and pia-ed to orchard just because liz needed to get a bikini and char wana see the xmas lighting! and going home from harbour is SO convenient and they HAD TO PULL me to orchard tt is so bu shun lu!!! argh. wat are frens for rite. idiots.
finished shoppng and all at 10..didnt manage to get a singel thing..eneded up sitting at starbucks chitchatting and drinking the chocolate latte and toffee nut latte. the choc tastes horrible but my cup of toffee nut latte taste GREAT! i think its nice. but.. my day got spoilt by the taxi uncle!
left the place at 11pm. took a cab. damn taxi driver drive so jerky. dunno why but i felt like puking and have a headache! argh. and then, i reached home and puked abit. then i ate a panadol. then i puked again! and i wonder wat i puked. there's abit of starbucks in there..but wats the black thing? my leftover coke? cookie? hah. i nv eat cookie! ok.. its quite gross describing my regurgitated remains here. they have been flushed down the drain and are best left lying arnd in the sewage and FORGOTTEN.
came online finding pple to chat wiht but somehow, everyone's having a nice time in hall! and jay is talking to me online. and did i mention i got his hp number? haha. stupid shit bluff me say he 21 years oldonly. damn it. ok. leon joon nv reply me. must be having fun in hall rite. dun even think he needs me to accompany him in hall lo. rite hanno?! stupid. ok.
i must rest. bye. Saturday, December 02, 2006,11:20 PM back home early im home again. ever since end of exams on 27nov, monday, today is the 5th day im online at night? let me think, i cant be bothered to remember wat i did on mon or tues, but i remmber i got home at 1 plus on wed, thurs i was at home the whole day and yday i reached home at.. i didnt go out! my god.
ok. tts post exam. how fun! ha. my gosh.
today went to marina square with pk alex ys and joon wye to shop! haha.. didnt buy anything, tried a top not very nice, pk tried another top but too ex she say.. ys tried another top..also too ex. lol. all in all, only joon bought a belt. and it costs $29 from topman. I never fail to wonder, how come topman always sells belt and wallet at such cheap price? hah. how come topshop so expensive? NOT FAIR. hmpf. but.. topshop is getting more and more boring! oh.. the orangey red top i saw at topshop is still there! but its too bright, dun think i wana get it. haha. dun think i'll wear it often too.
the whole world is online at night after exams! how come?! hmmm..and i tot everyone will be out partying and i'll be the only kok one here.. blogging. LOL. true to some extent, i am the ONLY one blogging here. haha. wat to do. nothing to do online ma.
as usual, tapping pple's wireless. hoping i dun get caught. yet again, dun think i'll get caught. I must get my bro to buy the router and internet card! then i can use wireless and so can he! yay.
im supposed to go out tml and on mon to shop! bugis and vivocity. but tml plan may be on hold. i have plans everyday! yay. haha.
im bored! gosh. i have no life. i wana cry!!! :(
oh oh! i remember! i wasnt supposed to come home early!damn it. haha. let me recount the story.
im supposed to join lian and her friends at partyworld at chinatown after shopping with joon and company. then in the afternoon, hwa sms me say it will be at peace centre and that it will be at 8pm. Then, alex and ys both have to leave arnd 7 plus and since hwa say meet at ps arnd 730 or 8, i tot it shld be fine to leave with alex and ys at 7plus. but at 6plus pm, hwa said lian not going and then said just us and vinc going BUT.. vinc didnt say he wld go! so.. she got lian to go instead again.
At 7plus i called them ask where she is and hwa said, she gotta go pasir ris fetch lian first. and tts 7pm and if i go ps first, i gotta shop arnd ALONE first and alone for a LONG PERIOD OF TIME and ps has nothing to shop! and u know i HATE doing things alone. haha. watever. spoilt or watever. IDUN LIKE BEING ALONE! bleahx.
then at 730, hwa call me again and said she going fetch lian NOW..and asked me go there shop shop first..so i tot, nvm.. i shall go shop arnd first lo..big deal. i shall tahan independence for once so i said OKAY. QUICK. and guess wat, a few minutes later, hwa called me and said lian nv book the place. WTH. i asked : so now wat? hwa replied: cancel lo. if not, then we just go ahead see got space or not lo. DAMN. after all tt hassle and sms and phonecalls to and fro, changed my plan from going ps to simei take jb car to fetch lian to ps again and now cancel and now decide whether to go ahead, i damn bth alr. so i ATTITUDE and i say: nvm. i dun wana go alr. i shall go home. bleahx!!!
pk they all say i attitude. SO? i like to ATTITUDE! hmpf.
tan li hwa still called me at9pm asked me where i am. And she left a missed call and expect me to call her back! BAD HABIT! DUN EVER LEAVE A MISSED CALL AND ExPECT ME TO CALL BACK!argh. but i called her back using home phone cus i dun wana attitude her.
but now as i blog, i very attitude again! argh. where's my entertainment?!?!?!
i changed blogskin!
this is a formal apology to my dear friend, marissa yoeliawan:
Dear marissa,
I sincerely apologise for not using the blogskin that you designed for me. Initially, I thought that I could get used to the blogskin even though I did not like the photo. But, I'm sorry to say, I SERIOUSLY didnt like the kkorean kids! so i had to change! sorry dear!
