Saturday, December 23, 2006,1:10 AM i love my frens!
some pple come and go in your lives. some stay. some remain good frens with u till u grow old togetherwhile some,because of certain misunderstandings, end their friendships.
im glad i have all my frens now. pri sec jc uni frens. all differnt grp but... all very valuable to me.
met up with my jc clique, joyce yq juan and me. lw absent! missed out on all the fun! hmm..had a great time catching up. its like, im glad shes's finally over it and out of the blue literally. and everyone's very open to things..so it makes conversation much easier. no awkward stares and judgements.. no hidden secrets and such..maybe there is..but at least, there wasnt any guard. thats good. i like it.
well, had a great meal and set at the cafe for like 3 hrs.. just pure talking and fooling arnd and laughing away. back to the good old days. reallymissed those days. it's true, though we meet infrequently, we really didnt lose the chemistry. thank goodness. dun wana lose this frenship. hanging out wiht them always makes me forget my worries temporarily. its just pure fun hanging arnd them. i miss joyce. i miss yq. though they have many things in common, i miss laughing along with them. the period of crankiness this yr just somehow reminds me of the importance of frens. when u get tied up and u get busy, u tend to forget and take them for granted. it's like, while u are coping well with ur own life u wld just automatically think tt ur frens will be leading their lives well too. then as time passes by, u forget to show concern and such. until something happens tt requires ur attention, then u start to realise, things arent just wat they seeem to be. when u are having a nicee time, dun assume others are too. rememeber to show concern. im sorry i neglected my other frens while coping wiht life in sec, jc or uni. but watever it may be, im glad we're still frens and good frens too.
anyway, i didnt know it was possible to change a person's life so much just by being urself. giving pple the confusion tt u can nv think of. if u know wat im saying. the letter and card is just making me think too much.. thank you!
really, i cant imagine life without my frens. every now and then, u feel like friendship is slipping pass.. getting diluted. then u realise tt, its really not up to u at times. then, something else will happen and remind u again of those old days or remind u that u still have other ppl arnd for u to depend on. i used to place special emphasis on one particular fren for some special reason, but somehow, things changed. when u think abt it, its quite sad. but whenever u hang out, though there's not so much chemistry anymore, i'll still notice the cute side and forget abt the lost feeling. but again, the people u least expect to come up will suddenly appear there for u to remind u of the friendship u've belittled. then i finally realised, every fren is unique and impt. tts why, i love all my frens!
i think im in pms mode. haha. not excatly.its just tt today's gathering stirred up some emotions in me. but it all makes sense to me. probably it doesnt make sense to u u and u, but it does to me. and maybe, the person whose life i created an impact on unintentionally.
