Sunday, March 18, 2007,11:26 PM taking a breather Been blogging depressing stuff. Know u guys are concerned, thanks. Those who know whats going on and wat am i worrying abt, thanks. Thosewho dunno but still worry, thanks a million too.
Things do look a bit brighter again, finally. Staying in hall made me realised many things, including having a balance between fun and serious time, friends and family etc. Im not the only one having problem now, a few are having problems too. Well, I guess all we can do is NOT to manify the problems? I'll stay cheerful and strong and fine.
In case u guys are wondering wat the hell im doing, here's a really BRIEF update: im busy with FAMILY, FRIENDS and SChool. yea. all three impt balances of life. well, things are looking a bit better now so let's stay positive.
To Yq and Joyce: Met up with yq and joyce. What can i say? the company is GREAT. really,nobody can give me that kinda feeling except the two kiddos im saying here. Really appreciate u guys. Although its been a rough year this time, we three managed to stay together, helping each other out. Thinking back, it kinda make me feel touched. Seriously, when yq you first started joining us in jc, I didnt even think we'd last beyond the jc years. I thought, u're probably the first person to leave the team. Well, im totally wrong! for that, i apologise. haha. Ppl in tj really misunderstood u. You're a real nice beautiful sensitive person down in ur heart.serious.
Getting together simply reminds me of the jc days, the carefree life, when all these crap didnt happen to u, u and me. Gosh. Those were the days. Well, i guess we all have to grow up and this is part of growing up? I'll never be sure about my friends, dun like to place much trust in people. This year, though especially tough for us, we rode the storm together and we'll cruise thru the remaining storm together alrights? Cover up for each other if its the right thing to do, shelter each other when need be and just poviding senseless company. These two friends, yq and joyce, I love u guys! I'd say, we'll really be there for each other if anything crops up. Things will turn out fine eventually guys, dun worry. Dun worry to me too.
To Char and Liz: Thanks for giving me a nice celebration for my bdae. Feels good. plain simple company, what i need most. Really, we've grown older alr. Im 20 alr. MY GOD. thats not the point. Point is, no matter how busy we are, we must try to meet up yeah?
To the two indonesians in US: Life's busy over there for u guys, i know. I no longer know what u guys are doing there. Despite all that updating, I feel distant from u all. 90% of the time, I dunno what u guys are talking about and i choose to ignore it. I guess u guys have no idea whats going on here for us too? Maybe I'm just assuming things. Anyway, THanks mar for wishing me one day late. THanks steph for forgeting and wishing me two days late. Well, we'll stay in contact no matter how busy alrite? Even though i dunno what's going on over there, i'll be here if u guys need a little chat. Steph, i was kidding when i say i dun wana talk to u btw.
To regina, leon and joel: Thank you for makin my hall life so interesting! Without u leon, I wldt be able to cope alone in hall i guess. Without you Joel , I probably would not know anything about hall admin stuff. Without you regina, there will be SO MUCH LESS laughter in me! You're probably the ONLY one who can keep me cheerful and happy in hall! I'll miss u GREATLY when u leave regina! Oh joel too! really. Lets hope things wun change too much alrites? I used to tell my friends things wun change. But when my friends leave and even those who didnt leave, there was a change in the friendship etc. I'll keep my fingers crossed.
to all my other friends, though there isnt any special mention here, u guys are still important to me.To prove i didnt forget, thank you LEWIS( for giving me stupid comments and company EVERYTIME and withstanding my digs at him), JANICE TAN( for keeping in contact and saying hi to me on tag board!), LIWEI(for all the sec and jc comapny), JUAN(for asking me out and attempting to ask wats wrong with all of us) , WILFRED(for making hall life much easier to adapt to). anyone i forgot? that's prob my bad memory. My hall mates! needless to say, impt pple.
