Wednesday, April 25, 2007,1:59 AM exams ending exams ending. the period of mugging is coming to an end soon. for majority of yr 1 students, the exams end on friday. how nice. awww... but ME, I end on monday. WTH. nvm. endurance is the way to success.
with the recent events that have happened, it made me realise some things.
zsqy. remmeber? char u always use on steph. haha. now it's my turn to use it.
zsqy is a term that ppl use to describe others in love. zhong se qing you, they call it. what a familiar term. brings me back to sec 2. i miss those times.
anyway, i realised that zsqy just doesnt relate to every single relationships without fail. it's not a direct link to pple who just started to fall in love. Rather, it often depends on how the pple behave after falling in love, being the deciding factor for zsqy.
i dun feel neglected amidst all these. i dun find u zsqy at all. i know u're trying hard to be the same and i appreciate that! but well, there are always time to be spent alone isnt it? at the end of the day, i still stick to the same sentence: I love u, even though u dun love me anymore! LOL.
i guess its just me. i really cant imagine how ppl can go out alone with couples. it just feels so weird! but well, i think if everybody behaves normally, its fine. haha.
there's no need to try to behave super normally though. like at the busstop, i cld see that u two were sitting far off so as to avoid the couple signal. like in the bus, i cld see that u two were sitting separatly so as to avoid couple signal. OR isit it was too cramp?! haha. FAT.
yes. u are whom im blogging about. u know who u are. haha. i love u though u dun love me anymore! lol. u know im kidding with this sentence rite. haha.
the point im getting at is, the harder u try to act indifferent, the greater the emphasis is to me. haha. maybe, just be normal. things wld be easier and more comfortable. in anyway, not more chance too. lol. 8thmay coming.
btw.. there's this song lingering in my mind every so often nowadays. i wonder why. and i cant find the lyics and it suddenlyslipped my mind. weirds.
